Hoping someone will join me in this.

I can do this by myself. But I am also a good partner. One of those people who does not let their friends down. So supporting and hold up my end of things. I would enjoy someone my age that struggles with the things I do. But would take on the challenge of someone who is younger and has that damn metabolism, I left behind. I am looking to lose 50lbs by the end of the year or sooner. I can lose weight quickly generally speaking - but once I hit 228 I usually start to sabotage myself. So here I go again this time, shorter goals, this time no excuses. This time I know we are all on borrowed time and only get 1 life, so I don't want the regret of not being able to fix this. Generally speaking fixing things is what I do best - its my job. Just have not been able to fix me - so this is the biggest challenge. This time I look at myself like any other client and guide myself to the goal - with a right fix, long lasting fix.