slowly starting to see results

so ive lost 30lbs so far, and ive been on this journey since march of this year. and im slowly starting to see results, put on a bathing suit for the first time today since starting this journey and the bottoms are getting big on me, before it was small and skin tight on me, im super excited and so proud of myself, i cant wait to hit my final goal weight, either way im proud of who i am, my body doesnt make me who i am, but im doing this journey for me, no one else. but im super proud of myself and when i hit my goal weight i will never get back to where i used to be, cause this is hard work and i dont want to go through it again, im doing this for myself, but im also doing it for my future children. cause at this point i dont think i can have kids, so maybe if i lose weight i might be able to get pregnant and if not then im not meant to have kids, and also this will bring a whole new slew of guys for me lol, cause right now im getting all the good for nothing players who play with your emotions and use me for money and other things and im over that and over getting my heart broken!