Restarting for the 100th time....Looking for friends and support

And here I go again....After knee surgery I allowed myself to gain back 50 pounds. I used all the excuses and although exercise is much harder now, I can still work on my eating and I have not. Looking for some good friends on here to keep me motivated, kick me in the butt when I need it and support me when I need it. I am 44, married, 3 adult kids. My oldest just got married last month and even his wedding did not kick me in the butt. Today, I woke up with a different attitude, preloaded all my food for the day and am trying AGAIN!!! Would love to make some friends on here as I do not have a strong support system of friends in my personal network.

Thanks,