Binge eating mum who needs help

Hi,
I am heaviest I have ever been at the moment. I don't recognise myself in pictures I am tag in. I would really appreciate help and any support. I am currently going through divorce and am looking after my two rugrats alone. I suppose I eat instead of face all the negativity stuff I face. I used to be very active and very athletic. I don't know where this person disappeared;( I would love to find new healthier me.