Need people to keep me motivated

I have been off and on this MFP but I am restarting and I am down 12lbs so far. I would like to add new friends that are truly motivational and inspiring to help me keep going and understand my struggle. Below I copy and pasted why I want to get in shape so you can have a little understanding of who I am. Add me as a friend if you would like Thank you.

Why I want to get in shape:

I want to be healthier, and happier. I don’t like the way I feel, or look. With being in the military there are standards that you need to uphold, and I feel like I am setting a bad example. I personally don’t like to tell people to do things if I won’t or can’t do them, so if I am telling someone they need to go and workout or there uniform needs to be altered bothers me because I feel like I shouldn’t be telling them that if I am in the same boat as them. I feel like I am setting a standard for them that I need to follow for myself. I want to prove to myself and to my family that I can lose weight and it doesn’t run in the family. It would be nice to just keep a balance and not stress out about what I eat or if I am getting fatter or am I going to pass my next physical test.