True Confessions - Don't Judge

I confess to being a bit depressed I have dropped a bra size

I confess, I quit participating in the real world 5 years ago. I've been in a happily suicidal self loathing state of mind & decided doing it by fitness & cutting off everyone I know. No social media, no sex, no alcohol, no one cheering me or training me, no selfies. Shifting after being 350 pounds to 215 today. I still can't look in the mirror without hating myself, & although people in the real world ( the people I have to interact with act when I leave my house ) think I'm a very quiet nice guy who is very private. I don't feel like I'm in my own body, I'm only nice when I forget who I am hence why I don't look in the mirror and I hate takings pics. I wonder if there are others like me ? I know it's unique. You can ask questions if want but don't bother on expecting any friendships I'm all with set sharing my life with anyone, for now anyways.


Ps, I don't like perverts that goes for both genders, I'm not religious I just don't like that kind of stuff.

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Carillon_Campanello wrote: »

I confess that I am catching up on the threads while sitting on the sh!tter.

Don't judge. And...

I know you do it too, everybody poops (&MFP's).

I mean, I usually just play bejeweled... but hey, whatever entertains you.

I confess I'm feeling pretty relaxed and happy this evening... and trying not to feel guilty about it.

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Motorsheen wrote: »

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Motorsheen wrote: »

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RoxieDawn wrote: »

I confess the Easter Bunny came to see me, been quite silly this morning, eating candy like a 10 year and inhaling helium from balloons, I wish I had thought of recording a voice for the voice the thread.

Yum Yum candy! Oh man, that would have been awesome if you'd recorded your helium voice!!!!!

I confess that I have no desire to make the effort to locate my sons Easter basket. It's either in the attic space here at my condo or my sisters basement. Is it horrible if I just give him his candy in a bag?

I confess I have given my daughter stuff in a bag because I have gotten so busy and waited until the last minute to wrap it only to discover I am out of wrapping paper, tape, time or energy...

one year I wrapped all of my Christmas gifts to friends in FedEx packaging; I just wrote their name on the airbill, sealed the package and handed it to them

You know what is kinda messed up? Probably no one cared because you are a guy. If I did that people would think I suck at being a girl (I do) and especially as a mom. I think everyone expects moms to always have everything under control and sometimes we just don't

Well.... nobody cared, but it wasn't because I was a guy.

This was in Los Angeles a few years ago and nobody cared because my friends were idiots. They barely understood that they were receiving gifts and probably forgot from whom they were from, or what was actually received, 15 seconds after opening them.

Also, (trooth) anytime I gave one of these moron guys a birthday card it was always from the kids' card section and typically read: "To a Pretty Girl on Her 5th Birthday!"

I do crap like that to my brother. Pretty princess cards for a 40+ year old man make me giddy

My brother and I do that too... but only when there are cut-outs. I expect the inflatable sword. He expects the princess crown...

Carillon_Campanello wrote: »

I confess that I am catching up on the threads while sitting on the sh!tter.

Don't judge. And...

I know you do it too, everybody poops (&MFP's).

but did you weigh first so you can weigh after and compare?

I've had enough food to last me for 2 weeks.


Next.......

I confess I enjoyed not counting calories today

JeanieWww wrote: »

shortgirlsneedlovetoo wrote: »

I confess I feel lonely tonight

I do, too.

Sorry Hun
Hugs

Sometimes I just "hate" people. You try to help someone and a !@#$% debbie-downer has to come in and run their mouths. Make me wanna flip them off or punch them in their @%@# face. Hate the @#$@%@ know-it-alls on the boards sometimes.

A_MariposaDream wrote: »

JeanieWww wrote: »

Sometimes I just "hate" people. You try to help someone and a !@#$% debbie-downer has to come in and run their mouths. Make me wanna flip them off or punch them in their @%@# face. Hate the @#$@%@ know-it-alls on the boards sometimes.

It's sucks and some don't know they are doing it!

I just try so hard to be kind, encouraging, uplifting, and supportive, because a LOT of us need it. Maybe I'm not perfect in what I say, but OMFG, can people not read between the lines instead getting so freaking technical over every little thing?

I know... get over myself.. *sigh*

@JeanieWww wrote: »

A_MariposaDream wrote: »

JeanieWww wrote: »

Sometimes I just "hate" people. You try to help someone and a !@#$% debbie-downer has to come in and run their mouths. Make me wanna flip them off or punch them in their @%@# face. Hate the @#$@%@ know-it-alls on the boards sometimes.

It's sucks and some don't know they are doing it!

I just try so hard to be kind, encouraging, uplifting, and supportive, because a LOT of us need it. Maybe I'm not perfect in what I say, but OMFG, can people not read between the lines instead getting so freaking technical over every little thing?

I know... get over myself.. *sigh*

YOU are a freaking awesome, kind, supportive and lovely person... I have no doubt, I know!

I appreciate you every day when I interact with you

You are one of my favourites, and I am coming to realize there are some truly miserable people lurking around here...F them!

JeanieWww wrote: »

Thank you, Vikka! That helped me feel a LOT better.

I've come to realize we never quite know how we touch or impact another. I know I certainly don't.

That's true, me either

I often feel insignificant to other people, here and in day to day life.

I do love talking to you tho