I've been overweight my entire life. I'm 21 right now. I was bullied by my own family and classmates but I'm just done having a horrible self esteem. When guys look at me, instead of thinking that they're checking me out, they're judging me. I was recently diagnosed with PCOS and I always thought that having health issues was just a one in a million chance. I thought I was big because I wasn't exercising enough for eating healthy enough. But now I know it's not my fault and I'm trying. I'm going to the gym when I can with having two jobs and trying to go to Zumba to work out. It's just really hard. I just need some uplifting sometimes.