Starting MFP again + INSANITY

Hi Peeps,

After gaining damn near another person, I stepped on the scale on Monday and felt myself sink into depression. I am vowing to never feel this way again. I want to enjoy life again instead of hiding and praying no one sees the fat slob I've become. Any who, day two and I'm committing 100%. I logged everything yesterday and I was still hungry last night but I forced myself to sleep without eating any late night snacks. Today, surprisingly I woke up at 6am without hitting snooze about 100xs. I pushed myself through day 2 of insanity and feel hopeful. Even though the workout was a complete bitceeeH. Lol I need you guys to keep me going. I love seeing your achievements, it inspires me so much. Please shoot me a friend request or message. I'd love for you to help me through this journey because I really need some support to keep it going. Here are my before pictures (current weight)




Sincerely,

Amanda