Newbie to boards

Hi, my name is Sharon, I am new to these boards, yet not to the battle of weight.
A few weeks ago, I couldn't fit into anything in my cupboards, and that was me. I sat down and spoke to my family. Now it is time for me to focus on me...
I will not be doing no more crash diets, diet pills etc etc... changing my eating plan to healthy options.
Not just for health issues, but for myself I want to loose almost 50kg. So will be needing as much assistance as possible.

Thanks in advance.