I'm feeling really ___________ right now

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    Sleepy/unproductive but that's an expectation, after 3 successful days of getting my chores done! So it's satisfactory!

    It's Sunday. A good day to rest
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    I am ok.. however now, I'm very upset. I'm not willing to let my personal drama end. I feel like it's what I have so I need to protect it. I know one day it'll be over. I just put it off...I have hope. Like Pandora's box...a demon. Hope is hanging out with all these demons. It's probably a demon as well.

    It will all be ok.. 🤗
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    I try to let it go and just be a pushover as much as possible...but I do have a spine. I hate the idea of being alone and it terrifies me, and I hate the idea of my children without me...I also don't think frankly I'm cut out for single life...I would quickly degrade in existential depression without my girls and just be a filthy, rotten, mess of debauchery. That's my problem...but I know it exists. My situation isn't that hard to understand...some marital stress and I'm just not personally the most solid in an emotional way I guess you would say.

    I love the word debauchery.
    Hooe you find some peace. Do you speak with a counsellor? I know so many resist going to a counsellor but I was telling someone yesterday they just have a way of making you feel good. I've been to one myself, I take my son to one we both feel good after his appts and wow it's helped
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    I try to let it go and just be a pushover as much as possible...but I do have a spine. I hate the idea of being alone and it terrifies me, and I hate the idea of my children without me...I also don't think frankly I'm cut out for single life...I would quickly degrade in existential depression without my girls and just be a filthy, rotten, mess of debauchery. That's my problem...but I know it exists. My situation isn't that hard to understand...some marital stress and I'm just not personally the most solid in an emotional way I guess you would say.

    You're doing so well.. concentrate on the here and now.
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    Slerpy
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    I finally at long last went to see a doctor...like a real psychiatrist, but no CBT or anything. I've been scrambling. Trying to catch up at work and free time has been lean. I should go. I should have gone back in my 30s...but better late than never I guess to try to fix problems.

    Certainly better late than never. I suspect you'll fid it very helpful. Gotta make time to look after yourself as best you can eh
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    Reflective
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    Tired and hungry
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    Gassy
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    Excited that tomorrow is Monday!
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    Tired
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  • Stupidly good.

    Yay!
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    I feel like a goofball
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    AliNouveau wrote: »

    It's Sunday. A good day to rest

    That's true but especially since, I don't have a choice!
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    Over it.
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    Lonely/emotional.
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    Poked.
  • Posts: 36,287 Member
    Lonely/emotional.

    Hope everything is ok
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    Frustrated
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    AliNouveau wrote: »

    Hope everything is ok

    It'll be, thank you bunches Ali!
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    Contentish
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    Bored/Anxious ready to get out of the office.
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