Quitting Smoking

Chelle8070 · March 2019

I wasn't sure which category to put this in... or what I'm really going to say. I just know that I need to put it out into the universe because that's when things start happening.

I've been basically a pack a day smoker for 22 years (and I'll only be 35 this year). That makes me sad.

I know it's all will power, mind over matter. I know that not having cigarettes literally won't kill me. It's all mental. So so so much mental.

I started reading a book called" The Smoking Cure: How to Quit Smoking Without Feeling Like *kitten*". I'm only 50 or so pages in but the way she makes things make logical sense is quite refreshing. How your brain works. What the nicotine does to the brain and how your brain fights itself over whether or not it wants another one.

I'm sure I'm not the only smoker on this site so I thought I'd write something. To those who are ex smokers, feel free to share your success stories... how long you smoked, how long you haven't, what little mindgame did you play with yourself (if any) to keep them away.

Side note: Yes I know smoking is bad. I don't need to be judged for being a smoker nor does anyone else should they decide to comment. No one will be more critical of me than I am of myself. I promise

Thank you.

lalalacroix · March 2019

I smoked for 26 years minus two pregnancies and a period that I quit for 6 years. I'm now 7 years tobacco free and loving it!

I was never good at quitting cold turkey. I tried Chantix but it made me want to murder people. The patch was great until I started wearing a patch and smoking at the same time, same with the nicotine gum.

Finally I decided to quit smoking in my normal places and times like in the car or in the morning with coffee. Eventually I only allowed myself 2 cigarettes a day and eventually I weaned myself completely off.

Quitting smoking was one of the best things I've ever done for myself. No more stinking, no more coughing, no more shelling out hundreds of dollars a month, maybe lower chances of cancer, and I can breathe so much better.

So good luck to you. You can do this!

jillery0210 · March 2019

I quit almost 3 years ago cold turkey. I used Alan Carr's "Easy Way to Stop Smoking" book AND I joined an online forum (sorry can't remember which one, I'm sure you can find it online). The online forum was really great! You aren't going though it alone and there is support there from folks who are going though what you are or have sometime in their life. So happy I quit. I'll be honest, when things get stressful, I will occasionally think it would be nice to have one, but I've never had one since I quit. Good luck!

GiddyupTim · March 2019

I bought my first pack when I was 13 years old, I think. I started daily smoking when I was 14.
That is not unusual. Studies tend to show (though it might be different now) that most people who smoke start before they are 18 years. If you wait until you are 18 years to consider it or try it, you are less likely to ever become a smoker. And, if you do become a smoker, quitting seems to be easier than it is for someone who started before 18 years. Probably has to do with immature wiring making a kid or teenager more susceptible to addiction.
Those same studies also seemed to indicate that how much you smoked correlated with when you started -- that is, the younger you started, the more you smoked. In fact, it was such a strong correlation you could predict with great accuracy how old someone was when they started smoking just by knowing how much they smoked.
I smoked around two packs a day for most of my smoking life.
The reason that cigarettes are so hard to quit has to do with how fast the nicotine hits you. That's why giving up cigarettes is so much harder than many other habits and addictions. The faster something hits you the more addictive it is and the harder it is to quit. Smoking delivers nicotine to your brain in seconds. Compare that to the caffeine in coffee, which gets absorbed in the stomach and intestine more slowly and gradually and does not even begin to affect you for 20 minutes. (Sorry. It's true!) It takes 45 minutes for 99 percent of the caffeine from a cup of coffee to be absorbed.
Do people get addicted to caffeine? Sure. Does caffeine have the stranglehold that nicotine does? Probably not.
This is related to the second reason that cigarettes are so hard to quit. Positive reinforcement. Smokers are used to the positive reinforcement of lighting up and BAM! 10-20 seconds after that first puff the nicotine hits the brain. If I don't smoke, however, there is no positive reinforcement: I am craving a cigarette, i choose not to smoke, then I am still craving a cigarette. I don't feel better. I just still feel withdrawals. On the other hand, if I give in and light up, I can feel relief in seconds!
Like for most smokers, smoking lost its thrill for me pretty early, but by that time it was too late. I made my first serious attempt at quitting when I was 19-20 years. I never really stopped trying from that point on -- though I wasn't alway actively making an effort.
I got in a car accident because of a quit attempt, I had some totally unnecessary fights with people, I missed deadlines more than once, and I even walked into the wrong apartment one time because I was so discombobulated by not smoking.
My skin literally used to crawl.
I finally made it and quit successfully when I was about 50 years.
How?
Chantix. The nicotine agonist/antagonist drug. It worked wonders for me. First time.

Duck_Puddle · March 2019

I smoked a pack+ a day for 22 years and yesterday was my 5th anniversary of being smoke & nicotine free.

I also used and recommend Alan Carr’s book. I only made it to about chapter 4 though (the rest wasn’t necessary).

I had a friend who reminded me that it was a choice. Between that and Carr’s book, I was good.

I struggled with cravings nearly continually for about 8 months. I white knuckled through every day. Then I was put on Wellbutrin for something unrelated and the cravings went away overnight.

I have used the $18k that I haven’t spent on cigarettes to buy health/fitness things (like outfitting my home gym - completely, Garmins for running (et al), mountain bike, hybrid bike, road bike, a zillion destination races, all kinds of accessories and things to support my fitness pursuits). At first, it felt good to spend the money on something healthy. It felt kind of motivating and was an insurance policy that the money was spent so I can’t go buy cigarettes now.

The Wellbutrin was the game changer for me. I was successful without it-but the amount of mental energy I was devoting to fighting cravings was overwhelming and the cravings really didn’t lessen over time. I don’t know if I would have stayed successful had the cravings not stopped (which for me required the medication).

It sounds silly to talk about the cravings while saying I was “good” with the book-but I was able to fight the cravings (not without significant energy cost - but still able).

pondee629 · March 2019

When you want to quit, you'll be able to. Until then, I'm afraid you're fighting a losing battle.

noodlesno · March 2019

I am 59days smoke free. Haven't got the longevity that some of these amazing posters before have before but I can tell you my story if it will help.

I smoked on and off for 20years (I am also 35). Most of my life I consider it a good thing (don't ask I know it is stupid now). Anyway the last few years I was getting more and more scared about getting cancer. So I listened to 'Allan Carr's easyway' as a audiobook. The only 2 times I have stopped before I have done it with that method so I know it works.

My takeaways-

- it isn't going to happen without some withdrawal, but those cravings last 3 mins most and if you can let them pass they will. The distance between the withdrawals get longer and longer as the days goes on
- the first three days of stopping were the hardest with my diet, god I was hungry
- my digestion took a battering but is starting to get better
- if have the mental strength to loss 98lbs, I can realised I can definitely have the strength not put a cigarette in my mouth. In reality that is a lot less hard work that meal prepping, going to the gym etc.
- the gym and work outs are much more enjoyable
- my smoking gave me nothing, it just took away my money, health etc
- tabacco companies are ar$eh0les
- I don't regret stopping for a minute, even those very rare times that my body pangs. I just treat it as a reminder of what I don't want any more and how free I feel.

Quitting is totally down to the individual and there is no judgement on what a person does. However I want you to know, you are stronger than you know and braver than you give yourself credit for. 😘💪

Chelle8070 · March 2019

I love all of these responses. Thank you so much!

Chantix also made me want to murder people. When I took it was in 2012 I believe and it was still newish. I told my doctor that my dreams were fine, I didn't want to kill or hurt myself... but I was ready to knock just about ANYONE ELSE OUT. She told me it wasn't a listed side effect and I said "you just wait... it will be". And now it is. Otherwise, I used it for 12 weeks and didn't smoke for 11 of them.

The nicotine hitting the brain part. In the book I'm reading, she states that that hit of a cigarette both spikes blood sugar and releases enorphines (I believe it was, I don't have the book next to me at the moment) so it gives you a sense of being more alert AND calm at the same time. So when you have a craving, your body wants that "good feeling" (just like with anything else addictive). She also talks about 3 different parts of your brain and how they work as far as processing survival things vs logical things, etc. It's a good read.

I also agree with the gentleman that says "when you want to quit, you'll quit. Until then it's a losing battle" (paraphrased). I struggle with that so much. I WANT to quit but at the same time, I still buy another pack.

I want to quit because I know it's dumb to continue to be a smoker. That and I hate how it stains my teeth. Should I have other, deeper, bigger reasons? Probably. At some point I realize I don't even like the cigarettes I'm smoking. I'll light one and take two puffs and not even want the rest... but they cost a lot, so I smoke it. 2 hours later or whenever I do the same stinking thing.

I promise to not be in here crying about it. Like I said in my original post - sometimes once you put something out into the universe it helps the ball start rolling. So consider this conversation a layer to my snowman

Thank you all for your stories and encouragement!!!!!

pondee629 · March 2019

There is a difference in wanting to quit in your mind and then buying another pack and WANTING to quit where you actually can. You're not quitting for forever, just for today. And then tomorrow, just for today...

lx1x · March 2019

Was a smoker for years.. stopped cigarettes smoking 5years ago.. I still have nicotine problem .. vaping.. hopefully will stop that soon..

Cigar.. on occasion.

OldAssDude · March 2019

I started smoking when I was 12 and smoked for over 40 years. I was smoking 3 packs a day.

I used electronic cigarettes to quit. It took me about 6 months to slowly smoke less cigarettes and use the electronic cigarette more, until I was just vaping and not smoking any more.

I fell off the wagon a couple time because I tried to decrease the nicotine level in my vape too fast, so I had to do the whole 6 month process over again, twice.

This time I decreased the nicotine level by only 1 level, and waited a whole year to reduce it to the next level. So far I have gone from a nicotine level of 24 to 18 (for a year), then to 12 (for a year). I have not smoked in over 2 years now.

As far a vaping being harmful goes, the FDA and ACS both publicly announced that vaping is 95% less harmful than smoking, but their main concern is all the minors who are vaping.

I do not recommend vaping to anyone who never smoked, and would only recommend it to someone who could not quit smoking by any other means.

Also, back when I was obese and so out of shape i could barely walk a mile at a slow pace, I had to get my heart and lungs tested for a surgery. They told me that I had had a heart attack at some point, and that I had COPD and had the lung capacity of someone who had only 1 lung. They told me that if I did not start exercising, lose weight, and quit smoking, that I would not be around much longer.

I took their advice.

Fast forward to now...

I went from a size 40 waist to size 32, have been doing massive amounts of cardio for the past 4 years, quit smoking (I still vape), and had my heart re tested. They told me that my heart is strong now, and that it acually healed itself from the heart attack (which is rare). They told me that the reason was the intense cardio.

I have not had my lungs tested again yet, but 2 Sundays ago I did a 13.57 mile run.

I'm 61 years old.

JohnnytotheB · March 2019

My mom quit after 45 years of smoking 2 packs a day. If she can do it, you will do it! She used the patch and swears by it. She was on it for a few months and viola, gone. She went to he dr to get them and has not had a cig for 7 years. Good luck and as the government ads say, trying and failing is better than not trying at all.

cgvet37 · March 2019

I smoked for 21 years. I met my Faincee and she said she would not date a smoker. I decided having her in my life was more important. So, I gave it up. You have to find the driving force for you to quit.

John772016 · March 2019

Smoked for 30-35 years told myself it wasn't a big deal as I wasn't a heavy smoker....

Agree with @pondee629 , nothing would have stopped me until I just knew I wanted to quit, then it was,
'I'm not smoking today'
Repeat.

What method works for you @Chelle8070 , likely only you can know that; nothing wrong with trying a bunch until you know.
I didn't want to go the prescription route, so I tried nicotine gum for the first month but found it too strong so just ended up going cold turkey.

After the first few days, I got over the worst withdrawal, though I'm sure I was a 'peach' to be around much longer

After the first 3~4 weeks, I stopped craving, I could actually watch someone smoke without wanting too most days.

Not sure when it 'happened' exactly, but I stopped thinking of myself as a smoker at some point.
Haven't smoked since Feb 29 2016.

Think the thing that made me the happiest though was when my buddy of 30 years quit smoking because he saw me do it (never underestimate the power of competition between friends, lol)

Chelle8070 · March 2019

Thanks, John!

I don’t want to do nicotine replacement of any kind and I’ve already had adverse effects to Chantix.

This book has a lot of writing exercises to help get things out of your brain and in black and white. I’ll be starting them next week!

My biggest thing will just be changing my routine. I drive an hour each way to work... 3 cigarettes. My job is slow paced and I basically have all day to do whatever.., 4 more cigarettes, etc. I smoke more out of boredom than anything... but it really ISNT something to do.

It’s amazing how mental this all is.

Again... I’ve really loved reading everyone’s input. I wasn’t sure how this would be received... thanks again to you all!

jamesdlynn6371 · March 2019

Chelle8070 wrote: »

I wasn't sure which category to put this in... or what I'm really going to say. I just know that I need to put it out into the universe because that's when things start happening.

I've been basically a pack a day smoker for 22 years (and I'll only be 35 this year). That makes me sad.

I know it's all will power, mind over matter. I know that not having cigarettes literally won't kill me. It's all mental. So so so much mental.

I started reading a book called" The Smoking Cure: How to Quit Smoking Without Feeling Like *kitten*". I'm only 50 or so pages in but the way she makes things make logical sense is quite refreshing. How your brain works. What the nicotine does to the brain and how your brain fights itself over whether or not it wants another one.

I'm sure I'm not the only smoker on this site so I thought I'd write something. To those who are ex smokers, feel free to share your success stories... how long you smoked, how long you haven't, what little mindgame did you play with yourself (if any) to keep them away.

Side note: Yes I know smoking is bad. I don't need to be judged for being a smoker nor does anyone else should they decide to comment. No one will be more critical of me than I am of myself. I promise Thank you.

jamesdlynn6371 · March 2019

I quit on chantix a few months ago.

Chelle8070 · March 2019

jamesdlynn6371 wrote: »

I quit on chantix a few months ago.

Congrats! Are you still taking chantix or were you able to stop that?

john_not_typical · March 2019

I quit cold turkey. I was going on a vacation to see my nephew for the first time and nobody there ever knew I smoked. So I just didn’t. I loaded up the car, said a prayer to St. Judas (the patron saint of lost causes) and drove from DC to Ohio. When you are ready to do it, you will be able to. Wish I had better advice.

campdawson · March 2019

I quit cold turkey in 2004, after smoking 30 years. My mother was a smoker and had just been diagnosed with lung cancer. The size of the tumor in her lung was frightening. I did not want a similar ending. I had tried quitting in the past, using patches, gum and hypnotherapy. Nothing lasted until I witnessed my mother's bout with lung cancer. She died 6 weeks following the diagnosis. That was my personal "scared straight."

John772016 · March 2019

Chelle8070 wrote: »

Thanks, John!

I don’t want to do nicotine replacement of any kind and I’ve already had adverse effects to Chantix.

This book has a lot of writing exercises to help get things out of your brain and in black and white. I’ll be starting them next week!

My biggest thing will just be changing my routine. I drive an hour each way to work... 3 cigarettes. My job is slow paced and I basically have all day to do whatever.., 4 more cigarettes, etc. I smoke more out of boredom than anything... but it really ISNT something to do.

It’s amazing how mental this all is.

Again... I’ve really loved reading everyone’s input. I wasn’t sure how this would be received... thanks again to you all!

Agree, very much mental. If I had a coffee my brain would think cigarette... so I stopped drinking coffee for several months until that association was broken.
Commuting was hard as well as I would often smoke while stuck in traffic; had to change that association too so ended up using celery & carrots until that traffic wasn't a 'time for a smoke' trigger.
Best of luck.

kaglines1 · March 2019

I have been cigarette free for 9 yrs 8 month - I smoked for over 20 years and quite the day before my 36th birthday. I used Chantix for the first month, but then it was sheer willpower after that (my insurance didn't pay for Chantix back then). I regret the 20 years I smoked and have not looked back once. Once I got to the one month mark I just kept telling myself I have made it this long, I can keep going. I will say that for the first year I was a complete shut-in, I never went outside to just enjoy being outside. I never smoked in my house, so being outside for me was where I would go and smoke, and it was hard to be outside and not smoke once I quit. It took about a year for me to not equate the outdoors with smoking - but it was an obstacle. You will need to find a new normal, and stick with it. Best of luck to you - you can do this!

sgt1372 · March 2019

I quit smoking cigarettes when I was 16, over 52 yrs ago. Only smoked a little b4 that.

However, I've dabbled w/cigar and pipe smoking off and on over the years, many yrs w/o smoking either for yrs in between occurances.

However, I have just taken it up again and may smoke a cigar or a bowl of tobacco once a wk while drinking some expensive cab, port or single malt scotch.

It's a form of relaxation for me and at my age I'm not that concerned about the health risks. Geo Burns,lived to 100 smoking a cigar daily. So, I'll take my chances.

Chelle8070 · March 2019

sgt1372 wrote: »

I quit smoking cigarettes when I was 16, over 52 yrs ago. Only smoked a little b4 that.

However, I've dabbled w/cigar and pipe smoking off and on over the years, many yrs w/o smoking either for yrs in between occurances.

However, I have just taken it up again and may smoke a cigar or a bowl of tobacco once a wk while drinking some expensive cab, port or single malt scotch.

It's a form of relaxation for me and at my age I'm not that concerned about the health risks. Geo Burns,lived to 100 smoking a cigar daily. So, I'll take my chances.

If I could smoke casually/socially only, and manage that, then I wouldn’t be so eager to quit. But I’m a pack a day smoker, sometimes more, for a long time.

I’m enjoying my health and fitness too much to have these stupid cigarettes get in the way of progressing.

I just wish I didn’t like em so damn much.

Megan_smartiepants1970 · March 2019

I had a health scare in Jan of this year....I was hospitalized for 9 days for the flu/pneumonia....came out of the hospital with copd and type 2 diabetes ...I have not had a cig since Jan 2 and I don't want one .....wishing you much success on quitting...the book mentioned by Alan Carr is amazing I highly recommend it. P.S. I smoked since I was 18 I am now 48

DX2JX2 · March 2019

I'm about 14 months out from a cold turkey quit. Smoked for about 25 years before that. Willpower is all it is. If you don't want to quit, you won't quit. If you really want to quit, you won't need any aids.

The first week sucks, the second week is better. The third and fourth week suck worse than the first. By month 2 you'll start the road to recovery but won't really feel truly normal again until 3-5 months afterwards.

I still have times where I could go for a cigarette but they pass quickly and are pretty easy to manage.

Now that I haven't smoked in a long time, I'm amazed at the difference in my lungs. I'm still consistently amazed at how easy it is to breathe and how much oxygen I can get into my lungs with each breath. I would never go back. On reflection I can't believe how hard it was to breathe when I was a smoker and how wheezy I had become performing even simple tasks like climbing steps or speaking in front of large audiences.

FITnFIRM4LIFE · March 2019

8 months today, I quit after 30+ years of smoking. Went on vacation and said when I get back, I am done.
It was not easy. But, It has gotten to the point where it doesn't bother me anymore. I feel soooo much better, the chore of always going outside to smoke, smell and money etc.-> glad its over! Its amazing how breathing and skin, change..
Wishing you the best, Stay strong its worth it!

Chelle8070 · May 2019

I just wanted to post an update, I hope that's ok.

My quit date was set for 4/1, I quit on 3/31 and now have a month and a day under my belt!

I bought and read the Allen Carr book as suggested and it's fabulous.

Thank you all so much for your stories and encouragement!

kbmnurse1 · May 2019

Quit cold turkey--end of story.

_faedreamer · May 2019

I smoked for 22 years and quit in 2011 at 36, so not far off from you. I decided it was time to stop when I wanted to start exercising more and realized I couldn't handle it with my breathing, it'd gotten so bad. So I went and bought a ton of the gum and smoked my last cigarette sometime in the first week of April that year.

I ended up not needing the gum after the first week. I returned all but the one box I'd opened to the store and haven't had a cigarette since. It's really about getting through the first week or so of physical cravings, at least it was for me. I didn't use smoking as a crutch for anything else, I just really enjoyed it, so once I got past the physical need for it, it was smooth sailing.

For years I still loved the smell of cigarettes, though, but that finally passed after about year seven. I can't stand the smell now.

carlenebyrd · May 2019

May 12th will be a year CIG free and it was the best decision I ever made. I vape as well that's what help me quit I went straight to one the lowest level the first day I quit now anything over a 2.4 is to strong for me. I smoked cigs for over 15 years. So glad I quit I sleep better, and breath easier, and smell better.

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