NSV that I can finally post! Lost weight to gain baby weight

After 3 years of trying to conceive, I have had two losses of three babies. One early and one later in the first trimester, after seeing a heartbeat. At that time, was at my heaviest weight, being almost two years ago, two years since my last positive pregnancy test. My goal has been to lose this weight so that I can gain baby weight. It did not come easy to start, but some how I finally did in March of this year. Slowly I started doing more and then found MFP. I was in the middle of the 30 day shred when I was shocked by seeing two pink lines on a pregnancy test! I had lost about 37 lbs and was feeling great, enough to keep working out till I had to stop due to small issues that made me not want to chance anything. I have since lost a few lbs and been able to maintain my current weight. Which is odd, because I have gained some inches in the belly and breasts! Right before I found out, I hit my first big goal weight, that was my prepregnancy weight from 2006! At least 50 lbs gone and I plan on keeping it that way. Part of me wonders if that extra weight was the reason I could not carry my twins a few years ago.

I can finally feel okay with posting my NSV at time as we have seen/heard the heartbeat at 8 weeks!! I hope to keep up my healthy habits although morning sickness makes all cardio a no go at the moment, but I try to swim when I can. I also try to watch what I eat and how much. I still am not out of the danger zone, but feel I am so much farther than where I have been in a long time.

I wanted to post for those that may be on the same road I have been on. With PCOS, losing weight is hard enough and getting pregnant can be even harder. What is kinda funny, I cant wait to be able to start my working out again and get through the entire shred. It may be a few months postpartum, but I WILL DO IT!! I know I can do it!!