**possible trigger** re-reintroduction

hiya 💕
my name is chloe. I lost 80 lbs a year and a half ago, regained 40, just started losing again. finally stabilizing mentally and therefore physically. quit drinking because i've been on/off bulimic since I was 13 & it triggers binges & weakens my mind (and it's literally poison to the human body so there's that). Ironically the only time i didnt struggle with bulimia was when i lost the weight initially. Then i went through a stressful time period and let my emotions control my willpower... and got fat. never again.
I'm a pretty honest girl, hard worker, lofty goals. Looking for friends with ambition and great mindsets. Positivity strictly. and not a damn robot that only talks about fitness goals (everything in your life impacts your health and you're not going to be successful in anything if you don't appreciate and enjoy your journey).
I need people that find silver linings in absolute messes. Kindred spirits if you will ;P