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Hello, I’m 4’11 and weigh 233LB. 23 y/o
It’s my heaviest weight. I began gaining this weight at age 19.
My goal is to be happy, healthy and to feel sexy. I’m hoping to get down to 180LB for Halloween season. I *try* to do yoga stretches w/ meditations for the mind and cardio/ weight training for the body.

I have some serious bad habits to overcome and I hope I can find the force that pushes me to complete this.

So I’m making it a mission to take care of my mind and body.

I grew up very sporty and used to be always outside or doing activities with others. One day, it just kind of all stopped and the weight started to pile on. I started to care less of what I looked like. I connected that the way that I eat is directly related to my emotions.

I was a championship swimmer up until I was 18 y/o. I played soccer, tennis and volleyball mostly for fun.
At some point, my mind was breaking and food became my happy place. ( namely Mexican and Asian food)
It’s time to change that.

I don’t want any regrets!

I’ve never worn a bikini or a short skirt. I hate t-shirts. I basically survive in a hoodie and leggings or sweats. The only time I dressed was for prom back in 2016.
Nothing fits me in the store. I practically break every seam I try on.
Most of my clothes are at a smaller size so now I’m really stuck with sweatpants.
I’m too self-conscious about my body and i know it’s less of a body thing and more of a mental thing. All bodies are beautiful and I gotta believe that mine is too even now as it’s changing.
I deserve to nourish and love myself.
I deserve to be happy.

So cheers * w/ water* to going on a sweet *kitten* journey to find my sexy back.

And good luck to everyone else who is on a similar journey. We all deserve to be happy and healthy.
If you read up to this point, thank you!

I’ll be posting my meals on a anonymous Instagram. I love cooking so I’m gonna see how I can change foods I love into something more meaningful for my body.

❤️