New and feeling deprived

Throw eating 'clean foods' out with the bathwater. Eating Clean is a made-up set of food rules. No one owns that term and no one really knows where it comes from. It contributes to more perfectionism with food which you might useful for the short-term but will ultimately be useless for the long term. Throw it out and rid yourself of all of those imaginary food rules and regulations.

You feel deprived because this thinking is the Shock and Awe Approach to food = All or Nothing Thinking. This is just more dieting dogma and none of it will sate or give you long lasting satisfaction. You know what you like so eat those things in moderation. Dieting dogma says you must follow some really narrow way of eating and thinking which only contributes to a confusing relationship with food. It's a total cluster and we simply haven't got the time to get into all of that.

Bottomline:
Whatever you do to lose the weight is what you will have to continue doing to maintain the weight.
We can learn to moderate ourselves with all of the foods we like. If you don't you're going to go right back to them in a moment of distraction.

The number one reason diets fail is because they're conducted so brutally strict right out of the chute.
Clean Eating vs. Dirty Eating
All or Nothing

It's an overhyped battle and it only serves to dig you into a much deeper hole with food. Steer clear of this mental debate with food. Today, give yourself permission to stop following food gurus with narrow food rules and regulations. Start thinking for yourself about your likes and dislikes. Create your own positive food management plan and use it for the rest of your life so you can discover long term stability with your weight and food.