6 kgs in 11 weeks

I was 56.4 kgs on April 17th. I ate less food and lost 2kgs in the first 2 weeks. Another 0.55 kgs in the later weeks of the month. So, the first month, I lost 2.55 kgs. Then I watched a few youtube videos and learned a little bit about TDEE, calories and bought a weighing scale (food scale) and ate 1000-1500 depending on days of the week and started exercising from May 21st. Some weeks I lost, some weeks I gained. But by June, I lost another 2.05kgs. But this is the time I started screwing up. I was getting hangry, tired, and there were many binge days where I ate 4000+ calories, over exercised, felt I ruined everything and overate again. The last month was a disaster and I felt I was losing all control over my mental sanity. Even with binge eating and obviously over exercising onsome days, I lost another 1.5 kgs.

I am trying to break the cycle. The binge and restrict cycle needs to end and I need to find a balance. That is why I opened this MFP account. I was reading up on reddit of how supportive the community is and how useful it is to log food to be accountable. Wish me luck. I wish to overcome this.