Do you eat Your Exercise Calories

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  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    People refer to the "TDEE Method," which is a bit of a misnomer (not that there's any problem with that). Really what they mean is that they're eating a fixed number of calories per day and not adjusting for variations in TDEE due to activity level, but achieving an average that controls their weight. A fine approach!

    If you have very large exertions on certain days, it's becomes harder to do the fixed calorie approach. My workouts can burn anywhere from 500 to 1500kcals, so I try to know where I land on a particular day, eating a bit more when necessary. Actually, I wish MFP would show your cumulative deficit for the past several days to make it easier to spread a re-feed out, but you can just keep it in mind.

    Finally, I will complain that, if you link a Garmin to your account, it's always throwing you extra calories. For example, today it's given me an extra 67kcals just for taking the trash out. I find it best to undershoot those calories, perhaps to make up for my sloppy logging.

    Thanks for sharing appreciate your insights on TDEE. Have a great weekend.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    dolorsit wrote: »
    If I set my goal as 1kg/week and activity level as sedentary, I get a target of 1500 cals/day and a projected loss of 0.4kg/week. If I set my activity level at highly active since I do 5-6 workouts of 1-4 hours each, I get a target of 1640 cals/day and a projected loss of 1kg/week. That tells me not to eat all my exercise calories back.

    Thanks so much - for sharing. Have a great weekend. Make sense to me.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    ZNnerissa wrote: »
    The more I exercise the more I eat. On high intensity days I am usually hungry.... and eating all day.

    Thank you very much for your share.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    AnnPT77 wrote: »
    Part of what sometimes gets lost in this kind of discussion is that exercise calories aren't really special.

    They're like tooth-brushing calories, or TV-watching calories. We burn them. We eat them, or if we don't, they contribute to our deficit.

    If our deficit gets too small, and we want to lose weight, we won't lose. If our deficit gets too big, we create health risk. We want the deficit to be "just right", a la Goldilocks.

    It doesn't matter whether the deficit is running calories, or tooth-brushing calories, or brain-activity calories. They're all calories burned. They all go in the same bucket. What matters is the total, and how that compares to the total number we eat. Both sides are estimates, unavoidably, with those estimates validated long term by what happens on average on the body-weight scale.

    If what we reasonably desire doesn't happen with our bodyweight, we adjust intake or activity. We can do that adjustment any way we choose: Eat back more/less exercise calories, raise/lower base calorie goal manually, leave a "calorie cushion" of uneaten calories or create a intake excess above goal every day, change activity level up/down in MFP guided setup (even to some setting that isn't objectively true, if necessary/desired), actually increase daily life or exercise calorie expenditure, maybe other ways. Doesn't matter. Any method of adjusting the deficit reaches the same weight-management outcome, if the actual calorie adjustment number is the same.

    All that's different about exercise calories is how we choose to account for them, not the calories themselves.

    The TDEE-based approaches averages in planned exercise. A pro of this (for some people) is that one gets the same calorie goal every day, exercise or no. A con is that if one has aggressive exercise plans, but isn't consistent about doing that exercise at the needed intensity, weight won't behave as expected (except by blind luck of inaccuracies in other estimates).

    The MFP-style approach logs exercise separately. A pro of this is the useful lesson that eating more means higher food needs, and that being inactive requires lower intake. A con is that we have to estimate the exercise separately, which has inaccuracy potential in either method, but the potential inaccuracy slaps us in the face, with this method.

    There can be personal reasons to prefer either. (For example, I like the MFP method, because my exercise is variable, seasonal, and affected by weather in season, so somewhat unpredictable.)

    The difference is accounting. Exercise calories aren't special. They're part of *actual* TDEE either way, and need to be considered in calorie intake somehow, either way.

    Side note: The MFP or TDEE calculator base calorie estimates can be wrong, too, in rare cases dramatically wrong. Even fitness tracker calorie estimates can be dramatically wrong, in rare cases. They're pretty much all just a statistical average of similar people, based on research. Not everyone is average. Most people are close to average. A few aren't.

    I suspect some of what gets blamed on exercise calorie estimation is actually inaccuracy in base calorie estimation. I'm certain that some of what gets blamed on exercise calorie estimation is food-intake estimation inaccuracy.

    Since they are estimations I don't think age and a person's metabolism is taken into account either. Some people just have slow metabolisms which I think effects the accuracy as well. thanks for sharing.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    mranlett wrote: »
    You should never eat your exercise calories as figured by MyFitnessPal because you are likely overestimating your calorie burn. Set a daily target and try to hit that. If you can get a true average TDEE (Apple Watch calls it "Resting Energy") then that's your target calorie level to maintain ignoring exercise.

    Thanks doe sharing appreciate your input. Have a great weekend.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    I underestimate the exercise burn by manually entering the estimate (to about 1/3) and I usually eat that amount back. I guess thats the same as eating back 1/3 of the calories but its just what I have always done

    at this point I didn't realize my post was going to be so controversial - I say do whatever works for you. Thanks for sharing.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    ninerbuff wrote: »
    dolorsit wrote: »
    So . . . you're using MFP in a way that pushing you below 1,500 net per day?

    Yes. Just as everyone who actually is highly active and whose MFP calorie recommendation is around 1650 would also be doing.

    I don't know who told you this, but no. Everyone who is highly active isn't using MFP to net below the 1,200/1,500 minimum.
    Yep. I'm highly active at 57. I don't net less than 1900 calories minimum. I have to eat back my exercise calories or I'd not only be ravenous, but weak as well.

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    If I eat my exercise calories back, I do not lose weight. I am 56.

    Maybe it's a age thing because I am 66 and when I eat mine back I don't lose either. So I don't which is what prompted me to start this discussion to see what other peoples experience is.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    I eat 110% of my calories back and I’m 61. Have not had any trouble maintaining my weight at my age. To add, my calorie counting is spot on.

    To add: my fitness tracker is not all that accurate either, I need to add calories to my day or I will be in a slight deficit and losing weight.

    thanks for sharing I guess it's not an age thing since your doing well at it. It's probably just a me thing.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    This question comes up a lot and I can never understand how people who are so full all the time wound up on a weight loss app.

    Depends on what your full of.
  • NorthCascades
    NorthCascades Posts: 10,968 Member
    ninerbuff wrote: »
    dolorsit wrote: »
    So . . . you're using MFP in a way that pushing you below 1,500 net per day?

    Yes. Just as everyone who actually is highly active and whose MFP calorie recommendation is around 1650 would also be doing.

    I don't know who told you this, but no. Everyone who is highly active isn't using MFP to net below the 1,200/1,500 minimum.
    Yep. I'm highly active at 57. I don't net less than 1900 calories minimum. I have to eat back my exercise calories or I'd not only be ravenous, but weak as well.

    A.C.E. Certified Personal and Group Fitness Trainer
    IDEA Fitness member
    Kickboxing Certified Instructor
    Been in fitness for 30 years and have studied kinesiology and nutrition

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    If I eat my exercise calories back, I do not lose weight. I am 56.

    Totally understand. If I eat my Thursday calories I gain weight.
  • NorthCascades
    NorthCascades Posts: 10,968 Member
    mpkpbk2015 wrote: »
    ninerbuff wrote: »
    dolorsit wrote: »
    So . . . you're using MFP in a way that pushing you below 1,500 net per day?

    Yes. Just as everyone who actually is highly active and whose MFP calorie recommendation is around 1650 would also be doing.

    I don't know who told you this, but no. Everyone who is highly active isn't using MFP to net below the 1,200/1,500 minimum.
    Yep. I'm highly active at 57. I don't net less than 1900 calories minimum. I have to eat back my exercise calories or I'd not only be ravenous, but weak as well.

    A.C.E. Certified Personal and Group Fitness Trainer
    IDEA Fitness member
    Kickboxing Certified Instructor
    Been in fitness for 30 years and have studied kinesiology and nutrition

    9285851.png

    If I eat my exercise calories back, I do not lose weight. I am 56.

    Maybe it's a age thing because I am 66 and when I eat mine back I don't lose either. So I don't which is what prompted me to start this discussion to see what other peoples experience is.

    When I bike a lot I eat every one of my exercise calories back and I lose weight faster than expected.

    It happens because the way my gadgets count bike calories doesn't include BMR and be MFP's exercise calories math expects it too. In other words my system for exercise calories isn't fully accurate (in the other direction as normal) and it has an effect on my weight loss because I'm eating the wrong number. Does that make sense? It's not because they're exercise calories instead of everyday calories, it's because my way of measuring them is wrong.

    (I do 20 miles after work most nice days most of the year so it adds up. Just coming back into the season now.)
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    mpkpbk2015 wrote: »
    ninerbuff wrote: »
    dolorsit wrote: »
    So . . . you're using MFP in a way that pushing you below 1,500 net per day?

    Yes. Just as everyone who actually is highly active and whose MFP calorie recommendation is around 1650 would also be doing.

    I don't know who told you this, but no. Everyone who is highly active isn't using MFP to net below the 1,200/1,500 minimum.
    Yep. I'm highly active at 57. I don't net less than 1900 calories minimum. I have to eat back my exercise calories or I'd not only be ravenous, but weak as well.

    A.C.E. Certified Personal and Group Fitness Trainer
    IDEA Fitness member
    Kickboxing Certified Instructor
    Been in fitness for 30 years and have studied kinesiology and nutrition

    9285851.png

    If I eat my exercise calories back, I do not lose weight. I am 56.

    Maybe it's a age thing because I am 66 and when I eat mine back I don't lose either. So I don't which is what prompted me to start this discussion to see what other peoples experience is.

    When I bike a lot I eat every one of my exercise calories back and I lose weight faster than expected.

    It happens because the way my gadgets count bike calories doesn't include BMR and be MFP's exercise calories math expects it too. In other words my system for exercise calories isn't fully accurate (in the other direction as normal) and it has an effect on my weight loss because I'm eating the wrong number. Does that make sense? It's not because they're exercise calories instead of everyday calories, it's because my way of measuring them is wrong.

    (I do 20 miles after work most nice days most of the year so it adds up. Just coming back into the season now.)

    Yes it make sense, thank you . Have a great evening and Happy biking.
  • 75in2013
    75in2013 Posts: 361 Member
    dolorsit wrote: »
    Ok, this is my very last attempt. I promise I won't say another word.

    Let me introduce my pals John and Jim. They're twins. They both have a BMR of 1650. They both want to lose weight and have pulled out of a hat the goal of losing 1kg/week. John works from home at a desk so puts his activity level as Sedentary into MFP. Jack is a coal miner and he puts his activity level as Highly Active. MFP spits out this:

    John: TDEE 2060 (1650x1.25) Net target: 1500. Projected loss 0.5kg/week since he hit the min of 1500
    Jim: TDEE 2970 (1650x1.8) Net target: 1870. Projected loss 1kg/week.

    John is a keen runner and he runs the equivalent of 910 calories per day, coincidentally expending the same amount of energy per day as Jim does.
    Jim goes home every day and watches TV.

    John comes on here and asks whether he should eat his exercise calories every day and maintain 1500 "net".

    Everyone tells him that he must, because otherwise he'd "net" 590 cals per day and that would be bad for him

    Which is exactly what MFP has advised Jim to do every day.

    John points at Jim and says how come he can do 910 calories of effort at work every day and nobody tells him to eat it all.


    Your math may be confusing you because you are so close to the low barrier of 1500kcal.

    In this case MFP automatically adjusts John's goal to .5kg/week so that his daily calorie intake does not drop below 1500kcal.

    In order to make John and Jim comparable again you have to adjust both goals to .5kg/week. Otherwise you are comparing apples and oranges.

    When you adjust Jim's goal to .5kg/week his net target becomes 2410kcal. As you can see MFP actually does tell him to eat his 910kcal back!


    Let's take a differernt approach and assume MFP would not adjust John's calorie goal. MFP would now suggest a calorie goal of 960kcal (which we know MFP would never do!!!) for John to reach 1kg/week. Now we add John's 910kcal exercise calories and obviously he has to eat them back. And ... his new calorie goal for that day is 1870kcal (same as Jim).


    In your example John has to eat 370kcal of his 910kcal exercise calories back. Otherwise John would consistently lose more than 1kg/week which is also considered to be unhealthy (besides the 1500kcal minimum).


    As a takeaway: you only have to eat back all your excercise calories if you want to stick to your goal (which in your example was unfavorably auto-adjusted). But you have to make sure that you eat enough of your exercise calories so that you a) don't drop below your 1500kcal goal and b) that your calorie deficit is not so huge that you would consistently lose more than 1kg/week. Both would be considered unhealthy.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    cwolfman13 wrote: »
    mpkpbk2015 wrote: »
    cwolfman13 wrote: »
    I use the TDEE method...so essentially, yes...I do eat back exercise calories in that they are already included in my total activity level and I take my cut from TDEE. I don't use the MFP method of setting activity level to day to day stuff and logging exercise separately...but when I did, it pretty much worked out to be 6 of 1, half dozen of the other.

    With MFP I had 2000 calories to lose about 1 Lb per week...with logging exercise I was eating around 2300-2500 gross calories per day to lose 1 Lb per week. With TDEE I eat the same...pretty much 2300-2500 calories per day to lose 1 Lb per week...the only difference is that my exercise is included in my activity level and thus my base calorie target is higher than it is with MFP...but after exercise gross calories are pretty much the same.

    If you're not losing weight and/or gaining weight from eating back exercise calories as MFP intends, then something else is off...logging is off...erroneous entries...inaccurate serving sizes...over-estimation of exercise calories, etc.

    I've lost all my weigh 100 pounds and I am starting the maintenance phase and wanted to know others experience with eating back calories - I carefully weigh and measure and log everything that goes in my mouth to the point sometimes of being OCD. I used MFP numbers for exercise calorie burn so that might have been what was off. So I don't eat back my calories - my calorie needed for a given day was calculated via a metabolism test done by my doctor's office what's on MFP which was higher for my age, height and beginning weight. Just checking other users experience - Thanks for sharing.

    Yes, if you're getting your calorie target from elsewhere, it's all really a moot point because you're not really using MFP's methodology...you're just using MFP to track stuff. The whole "eat back" calories thing is because when you use MFP to get your calorie target, exercise isn't included in your activity level...and you therefore start with a lower base calorie target. The only reason to log and eat back calories from exercise with MFP is to account for that activity that is otherwise not accounted for.

    When you're using other calculators or getting your calorie needs, etc from a doctor, those are typically going to roll up everything into your calorie target...ie, some regular exercise and your daily are already accounted for. If you then logged and ate back additional calories, you would be double dipping. The only reason to eat back calories with MFP is if you are specifically following MFP's methodology. If you're doing something else, it's a moot point really.

    The metabolism test is just telling me how many calories I need to eat to be healthy. And avoid being diabetic. It had nothing to do with calculating how much exercise I do. those question were not asked or addressed. They have tell you how much you body burn based on what the machine reads or calculates from your breathing into it over a specific time period.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    mpkpbk2015 wrote: »
    cwolfman13 wrote: »
    mpkpbk2015 wrote: »
    cwolfman13 wrote: »
    I use the TDEE method...so essentially, yes...I do eat back exercise calories in that they are already included in my total activity level and I take my cut from TDEE. I don't use the MFP method of setting activity level to day to day stuff and logging exercise separately...but when I did, it pretty much worked out to be 6 of 1, half dozen of the other.

    With MFP I had 2000 calories to lose about 1 Lb per week...with logging exercise I was eating around 2300-2500 gross calories per day to lose 1 Lb per week. With TDEE I eat the same...pretty much 2300-2500 calories per day to lose 1 Lb per week...the only difference is that my exercise is included in my activity level and thus my base calorie target is higher than it is with MFP...but after exercise gross calories are pretty much the same.

    If you're not losing weight and/or gaining weight from eating back exercise calories as MFP intends, then something else is off...logging is off...erroneous entries...inaccurate serving sizes...over-estimation of exercise calories, etc.

    I've lost all my weigh 100 pounds and I am starting the maintenance phase and wanted to know others experience with eating back calories - I carefully weigh and measure and log everything that goes in my mouth to the point sometimes of being OCD. I used MFP numbers for exercise calorie burn so that might have been what was off. So I don't eat back my calories - my calorie needed for a given day was calculated via a metabolism test done by my doctor's office what's on MFP which was higher for my age, height and beginning weight. Just checking other users experience - Thanks for sharing.

    Yes, if you're getting your calorie target from elsewhere, it's all really a moot point because you're not really using MFP's methodology...you're just using MFP to track stuff. The whole "eat back" calories thing is because when you use MFP to get your calorie target, exercise isn't included in your activity level...and you therefore start with a lower base calorie target. The only reason to log and eat back calories from exercise with MFP is to account for that activity that is otherwise not accounted for.

    When you're using other calculators or getting your calorie needs, etc from a doctor, those are typically going to roll up everything into your calorie target...ie, some regular exercise and your daily are already accounted for. If you then logged and ate back additional calories, you would be double dipping. The only reason to eat back calories with MFP is if you are specifically following MFP's methodology. If you're doing something else, it's a moot point really.

    The metabolism test is just telling me how many calories I need to eat to be healthy. And avoid being diabetic. It had nothing to do with calculating how much exercise I do. those question were not asked or addressed. They have tell you how much you body burn based on what the machine reads or calculates from your breathing into it over a specific time period.

    What is Metabolic Testing? Metabolic Testing measures how many calories someone is burning and enables us to see if they are burning more or less than they should. When a person is underfed, it also measures how much lean mass (muscles, brain, organ tissue, etc.) is being used to fuel the body.

  • Beverly2Hansen
    Beverly2Hansen Posts: 378 Member
    Absolutly not. I was stuck in a feedback loop because I used too. Not I custom log exercise as 1calorie burn. I lose weight at a reasonable steady weight.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    Absolutly not. I was stuck in a feedback loop because I used too. Not I custom log exercise as 1calorie burn. I lose weight at a reasonable steady weight.

    Thanks for sharing - I totally agree when I tried eating them back I gained. But many people when I posed this question disagreed with me. So it nice to hear someone else who doesn't eat them back. apparently we are in the minority. Have a nice weekend. Apparently the program is written to eat them back.
  • TeaBea
    TeaBea Posts: 14,517 Member
    mpkpbk2015 wrote: »
    Absolutly not. I was stuck in a feedback loop because I used too. Not I custom log exercise as 1calorie burn. I lose weight at a reasonable steady weight.

    Thanks for sharing - I totally agree when I tried eating them back I gained. But many people when I posed this question disagreed with me. So it nice to hear someone else who doesn't eat them back. apparently we are in the minority. Have a nice weekend. Apparently the program is written to eat them back.

    Yes - the program is written that way. It's called NEAT (non-exercise activity thermogenisis).

    Every thing is estimates, therefore the "controversy."

    Your activity level is not the same number each and everyday, even if it were activity level is a range. Activity level and calories for a woman your age, blah, blah, blah is an AVERAGE. Maybe you're not average.

    Then there are calories in (food logging). Some people are very accurate, and others just think they are.

    Then there's the exercise calorie estimate itself. Some forms of exercise are easier to estimate. There are some tools to help estimate calorie burns, some good, some not so much. But again....it's all estimates.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    TeaBea wrote: »
    mpkpbk2015 wrote: »
    Absolutly not. I was stuck in a feedback loop because I used too. Not I custom log exercise as 1calorie burn. I lose weight at a reasonable steady weight.

    Thanks for sharing - I totally agree when I tried eating them back I gained. But many people when I posed this question disagreed with me. So it nice to hear someone else who doesn't eat them back. apparently we are in the minority. Have a nice weekend. Apparently the program is written to eat them back.

    Yes - the program is written that way. It's called NEAT (non-exercise activity thermogenisis).

    Every thing is estimates, therefore the "controversy."

    Your activity level is not the same number each and everyday, even if it were activity level is a range. Activity level and calories for a woman your age, blah, blah, blah is an AVERAGE. Maybe you're not average.

    Then there are calories in (food logging). Some people are very accurate, and others just think they are.

    Then there's the exercise calorie estimate itself. Some forms of exercise are easier to estimate. There are some tools to help estimate calorie burns, some good, some not so much. But again....it's all estimates.

    Thanks I know - I just didn't expect such a heated controversy about it by asking the question simply out of curiosity about other peoples experience, one guy even took my response the wrong way and reported me for attacking him, and I wasn't. Have a great weekend.
  • mpkpbk2015
    mpkpbk2015 Posts: 766 Member
    mel941980 wrote: »
    Hell yes! I power walk 20 + miles a week and strength train 2-3 times a week, so I can eat those calories. I've lost 80lbs in 15 months. Could I have lost weight more quickly if I didn't eat exercise calories, or course. That said, this is the first time I've changed my lifestyle and stuck with it for over a year.

    Thanks for sharing and Congrats on your 80 pound loss that's impressive. Have a great Sunday.
  • mel941980
    mel941980 Posts: 49 Member
    Thank you, @heybales! I agree. I enjoy the walking and I highly doubt I would have stuck with running long-term.
  • middleagegirl
    middleagegirl Posts: 20 Member
    Oh my goodness. Way too technical. Eat your calories back or not. I do not. Defeats the purpose of all of my heard work. Why would there be a calorie and fat burning zone to burn fat and calories then???
  • Vanessa1969
    Vanessa1969 Posts: 144 Member
    edited March 2021
    Disclaimer: This is just my personal approach as someone who lost a considerable amount of weight a few years ago using this website, but then gained it back after a fairly bad car accident... and then some.
    I don't eat them - I treat my calorie reduction and exercise as two completely different entities. I don't log my calories/exercise daily either - beyond logging in a few meals in order to get a rough idea of how much quantity I should be eating. I have made significant changes to what I eat, how much of it I eat, and I exercise nearly every day for, at least, 15 minutes. I have lost 24lbs in three months, which is bang on my goal of 2lbs per week. I have a painfully long way to go and I am sticking to it.
    I'm not doing any criticizing, or judging, of those who are tracking what they eat, but it just didn't work for me the last time round. I don't want to think it terms of my calorie count this time, I want to think in terms of this is what you should be eating in the amount that you should be eating it. I need to not rely on a website as much as I did the last time. My treat to myself will eventually be not having to intentionally exercise as much as I do today.
    I will continue to exercise at the same frequency that I do now, increasing in length/type as my body enables me to do so, until I get to a healthy weight. After that, I will treat myself sparingly and reduce (not eliminate) the intentional exercise when I am able to be more active overall. I will continue to weigh myself every few days until I die to prevent myself from ever gaining back the weight I have this time.
    Yes, I treat myself occasionally and, when I do, I recognize that I might not reach my goal for this week/month/duration. I ask myself if every single treat I want is worth the sacrifice and I give it a thumbs up, or down, from there. I treat skipping a day of exercising the same way. I never treat myself on the basis of using the "I'll just work it off tomorrow" approach. I want to eventually reach the point of being able to treat myself without having that kind of impact on my weight, because all of the other aspects of my eating, and activity rate, are on point.
  • NorthCascades
    NorthCascades Posts: 10,968 Member
    Also isn't the purpose of exercise to be healthy, have fun, get rid of your stress, and improve your fitness? Eating your calories back doesn't defeat the purpose, it strengthens it.
  • AnnPT77
    AnnPT77 Posts: 34,222 Member
    Oh my goodness. Way too technical. Eat your calories back or not. I do not. Defeats the purpose of all of my heard work. Why would there be a calorie and fat burning zone to burn fat and calories then???

    You burn more calories per minute when you work out at an intensity *above* the "fat burning zone". You typically burn the highest percentage of calories from fat when you're asleep or at rest, which is way below the "fat burning zone".

    Why would there be a "calorie and fat burning zone" to burn calories and fat then?

    *Not* eating back calories from exercise defeats the purpose of *my* hard work, but I think we're working toward slightly different goals, and that's fine.