Sabotage family!

I'm seriously about to freaking loose it!! I currently live with my sister my brother in law and my nephew, not by choice, it's kinda a necessity at the moment for both of us. Anyway I'm seriously just about to *kitten* loose my mind! First they don't freaking clean like ever!! I have to do all the cleaning! I work 60 hours a week they work about 20! But what makes me really freaking angry is the freaking food!! They are addicts so that's where their money goes and when they do but food it's junk! It's cookies, microwave burritos, corn dogs, fish sticks, ice cream, ramen that kinda stuff. And before all this ya I bought the same crap and guess what they would eat my food all the time knowing full well I get off work at 3:30am and that if they ate all my food While I'm at work then I'm just SOL! Luckily there is a gas station down the road so if I came home after my 13 hour shift and seen that they ate all my food well I'd just have to get in my car and go order a pepperoni pizza for 10 bucks and call it a life. It was so bad I had to by decoy food! Yes decoy food food that I figured they would go for in hopes that they wouldn't eat what I really wanted to. My grocery bill would run me almost 200 a week buying all my food for the week and decoy food for them for the week did it work? No usually I would end up eating the decoy food cause they went for what I actually wanted. I hide all non perishable food in my room although that don't stop them from going in there and finding it. I even at one point started hiding it in my car but they found out and would go through my car while I was asleep. Anyway so then I start this diet thing and it's still happening! Like freaking seriously they don't even like the stuff!! They ate an entire box of salad yesterday! Like a big box like thing was like 7 dollars was gonna last me all week and they ate the whole thing! I asked about it and they said they just wanted to be able to say they ate a salad to sound healthy... Then I found these awesome like ice cream but not things at Walmart they are the frozen farmer farm crafted sorbet things and a whole pint is only like 70 calories so figured that would be awesome for days I get a sweet tooth and cost me almost $6 each. So I bought them a big box of ice cream cones and 2 boxes of fudge bars cause they are there favorites and guess what... They ate mine instead... They made up half my chicken for the week too. Like they freaking know I'm doing this! I tell them how hard it is and they just don't care cause I can't just grab my keys and go get a pizza now I literally just have to go to bed without food if I really wanna stick to this. And when I do bring it up to them they get all defensive and act like oh look at the fat girl getting mad about her food and act like it's no big deal. But when it's almost 4am nothing is open and now I have nothing to eat because they wanted to "be able to say they ate something healthy" it really freaking ticks me off!! Oh but that's right I forgot I'm the laid back fat one in the family so who cares right my feelings and problems don't matter. I just feel like no one really gives a *kitten*! Even when I try to just talk about my journey all I'm met with is " well I've never been fat so sorry I just can't relate to you" umm ok and I've never been a drug addict and yet I'm always here for you, you always vent to me about your addiction issues and I've always listed and empathized with you even though I can't relate. And at the end of the day the are both addictions! And it's not the food itself it's the absolute lack of consideration for me!! It's not about food it's the fact that they don't for a second stop and think about me! It happens with tons of other things as well not just food make up, cloths ( yes even my cloths I'm 110lbs bigger then her and she still steals my cloths) my phone chargers my cigarettes literally you name it, and ya they are right I'm the laid back fat one I don't really care but what hurts me is that they don't even tell me. A simple text saying hey stole your charger f you! I mean that's all I want I don't even need them to ask I just want to be told! But no that's to much work so instead my dumb *kitten* goes insane thinking I lost, misplaced, or ate something I didn't! I will literally go insane trying to figure out what happened to whatever it was then find out randomly in passing like oh ya I took that by the way... Like umm ya thanks for telling me I only went crazy trying to figure out what happened to it!! Idk I'm sorry! I'm just so defeated and I have absolutely no one to talk to. Rant over. P.s. I do love my family very much, sometimes I just wonder if they love me.