if I'm already a mess might as well become a hot one. (Hi I'm new)

Hello all,

I'm back after several failed attempts at getting healthy.
Hopefully this is the last attempt and I actually do the thing.

(Rest of this might be a little triggering)

I'm Samantha, also go by Siren.
31, I work in retail management, big fan of karaoke, TikTok, and watching the same TV shows and movies over and over again

2 ish years ago I got diagnosed with Celiac and insulin resistant PCOS. More recently was diagnosed with hypoglycemia, POTS, PTSD and EDNOS.

I'm a victim of Domestic violence and during my time living with my abuser (roughly a year) I lost roughly 160 pounds. In the 6 months since I left my abuser I am now eating daily and have gained back close to 30 pounds.

I'd like to tone up a little bit and drop at a minimum the weight I gained back if not an additional 20 pounds. I know I am still overweight and just want to gain control over my life and my body again and get to a spot where I look good and feel good and feel good about how I look.

Filters are for coffee, I tend to say some pretty outlandish stuff, sometimes I'm funny, and I'm just trying to get back to living my best life.
Add me?