60+, NB, new plant-based WF, non-theistic, food addiction -- looking for accountability partners

Okay, so, yeah... that's a lot. It's taken me years and lots of therapy to admit how I fit into my own life, right? I struggle with stuff. I have deprivation anxiety issues, and I'm not social, so I have always tried to do this alone. I don't think that works for me, and I think I've been fighting that truth for a long time. Maybe it's being neurodivergent on top of everything else. I don't know. What I know is that hiding is a big part of how I've lived my whole life. Hiding my issues with being gender-non-conforming, hiding my eating, hiding my social anxiety. In therapy, I learned that this is a type of self-abuse that came from the people I cared about the most always wanting to hide me from others, so nobody would notice how different I was. So, here I am. I'm reaching out. I can't do this alone.