My Surreal Week -

No one has to reply to this.. I just need to get it all out of me.

A friend of mine was trying to get me a job in her accounting firm in NY. I was positive I was going to get it.. And I didn't, due to lack of experience. I had a huge breakdown.. wondering why I am even bothering with school, if I won't get a job because I don't have experience?
She is still trying to get me back to NY in her firm, so at least my foot is in the door.

Then, yesterday, I realized my period is late... And I take a test.. and I am pregnant. 2 months by my calculations.. and I haven't been with the father since that night. We broke up. And yea! I am freaking out. I already have a 3 year old and we are not living in the ideal situation...

Then last night,(like i need more crap), some chick friends me on FB. And this morning, I find out she is my son's father's gf.

So, if this is someone's dream.. can you please wake up... because I am really scared of what the next two days are going to bring. I don't know how much more I can handle.

However, on a positive note, because of the stress of this all.. I haven't been emotional eating. Which is good for me.. however, I can barely find the energy to exercise and I am not eating quite as much as I should.

It solves the mystery of the last week tho. I am not sure how I feel.. and I would appreciate if you wouldn't express your opinions at the moment.