Grunpy !

I'm having a grumpy day so I thought if any a day to come by and post for the first time now would be a good one !
I am not hungry. Actually I am exercising so I am actually finding it tough to eat enough ! My cals should go up ... but my tummy is not hungry after working out.
I love all the veggies I've added and I am not in need of anything ... just freaking grumpy ! I am hoping that I can just stay focused.
I had a big drop in the first few days .... then nothing since Saturday ! And today is Tuesday ... a .2 of a pound would be sufficient lol.
Eating between 1200 and 1400 cals a day ... lots of protein ... lots of veggies ... and fiber .... and working out (all kinds of stuff , yoga, pilates, cardio, strength etc) between 30 and 60 mins a day and I have a daycare so I am running with toddlers all day.

I don't expect to loose 5 pounds a day lol (not at all) but a slow steady decline would be nice ... especially the first few weeks I would think. I expected these movement-less weeks to come a bit later when I was more settled into my new life as a healthy Mama.

I have retired to the fact that this is not a diet ... this is new normal. I have high blood pressure and my goal is not the smaller jeans (although that would be nice) but to get of medications this year. I am WAY too young to be on BP drugs ! YIKES !
And this weight is pretty new for me ... 3 years ago before baby #3 I was a very normal weight. SO I feel lost in this body !!

So I just had an expectation that the beginning would be the biggest shock to my body and the easiest time for weight loss.

Just venting I guess.... well perhaps pouting !!
Off to have a green smoothie