Hi!

I've joined this site in the past (aka i've had an open stagnant account) but it's really about time I stick to it. I've always had trouble with my weight and was 188 lbs at age 15. Using weight watchers i went down to 155, joined the school swim team and reached 145. I maintained this general weight give or take a few lbs for the majority of college and now at the age of 23 i seemed to give up and rocket back to 180 I don't feel comfortable in my body anymore and feel like my fashion goals are to wear as much as i can to cover the weight. I feel like I'm the "big girl" in groups and I'm starting to feel the way I did when I was 15 and everyone around me was thin. I'm a manager for a retail store (aerie by American eagle) and my dress code is to wear the product. So while my co workers are walking around in Smalls and Mediums I have to be the only one to wear Larges and XLs. It's very embarrassing for me. Working in such a public place has me running into people I've known from high school and early college and I know that it hard to ignore how much weight I've gained since then. So this is it. I look foward to meeting all of you and working together to achieve this weight loss goal!!