21 kilos /47 kilos down still work in progress (pics)

i felt good today when i went out
i put on my lace up mid calf boots i havent worn in a good 4 or so months (before i started this journey)
i could lace them up wayyy more than i could last time i wore them and was amazed
when i got home i decided to get my daughter to take some pics and i was like like yuk i still look horrible!!

Then i went and found some pictures from the 9th of October last year when my fiance proposed to me, and now I'm crying because I'm so horrified.. i don't think i ever saw these pictures as honestly as i am right now.. i was kidding my self (must have been a bad angle or something like that)
but it wasn't.. this is what i looked like.. this was the real me that i didn't want to see
weighing a massive 131.9 kilos or 290.7lbs



Ive now lost 21 kilos or 47 lbs now down to 109.5 kilos or 241.4 lbs
i thought i looked the same.. i really didnt think it had made a diffrence i still feel disgusting
but when i saw these pics i see that yes i still have a long way to go 39.5 kilos or 87lbs to go till my goal
but it HAS made a diffrence and while i dont think i look good i DO look better!!
this top is a bit of a bad example but oh well even in a baggy top with huge sleeves you can see it!





if you think you cant do this you CAN if i can make the changes i've made then anyone can
thanks for looking