I started my journey last year when I refused to step on the scale. The last weight I recorded was 235 pounds. I knew I was more than that at the point of giving up. I imagine I was closer to 250 pounds. I am 5 pounds away from 200 pounds so I decided to show my work so far. I'm going through a lot in life right now, and weight is all I can control right now. I am proud of these 30+ pounds, no matter how little it seems right now. I also would love new friends. I thrive on motivation and friendships. MFP friends have kept me strong this far.