:( need guidance

i know it's a well known fact on MFP that you need to eat your reccomended daily calorie count, but i feel like if i do, i'll be eating toooo much. the amount i eat now is around 500 calories less than what i'm 'supposed to' and im scared to fill them out. it just feels like i'll put weighttttttttttt if i eat just to get to that amount... i guess the reason i was putting on weight before MFP was the food that i ate.. and not the amount. Now i've changed the food i eat, it doesnt reach 1500 cals don't know what to do for the best! will i not be able to lose weight if i carry on eating my normal amount which normal reaches around 1100?

How long have you been restricting calories to try and lose weight? When you say that your "normal" amount of calories is 1100, how long has that been your norm? When you go in to a higher then recommended deficit, you're losing a lower percentage of fat- in the 800-1200 cal range, the fat loss percentage is 75% compared to 90% fat loss in the 1200-1500 calorie range (Nieman, 1990 Fitness and Sports Medicine)- so essentially, while you may lose total weight at lower calories, you're losing a bigger percentage of your muscle mass. Those numbers obviously vary based on the person's body composition, size and any number of other factors that contribute to BMR, but as an example they should give you a pretty good picture of why you should eat a bit more.

As long as you're in a deficit from your TDEE- which is Total Daily Energy Expenditure, a.k.a. the calories required to maintain your current weight, you won't gain weight. When you chose your desired weight loss, MFP already figures in a deficit of 500 calories/day per pound of desired weight loss per week- so you'll still be in a deficit. Barring any medical issues, you will lose weight at the deficit MFP gives you- you don't need to go lower than that number. Hope that helps!

oh right okay! so is the TDEE the number that is given to you as your 'daily goal'? or isthe daily goal worked out after, when weight loss amounts are considered?

Daily goal has weight loss already figured in.