40KG gone!

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So here it is…..

ME at 40kg down - Still a few more to go, but still here it is…

40kg of embarrassment

40kg of self loafing

40kg of self hatred

40kg of questioning what was missing in my life

and most importantly 40kg of no self-confidence all gone…

I am now becoming the person I want to be…

I didn’t completely hate my life at 105kg, I just didn’t realise what it was like to take full advantage of LIFE and what it felt like to LOVE life.

I am now starting to to build a relationship with myself,

The way I look no longer totally repulses me and I am starting to think “yeah, I look OK!"

I just needed to put this out there for other people to see, I guess it kinda makes it more real!

I have also started a Tumblr blog if anyone is interested - http://marnb86.tumblr.com

Replies

  • marnob86
    marnob86 Posts: 5
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  • deprek
    deprek Posts: 101 Member
    Congrats on your loss. You look great!
  • CCusedtodance
    CCusedtodance Posts: 237 Member
    You look fantastic!
  • vicky_b329
    vicky_b329 Posts: 24
    You look amazing! And you are such an inspiration to me, because I'm currently around your starting weight.
  • Lifereclaiming
    Lifereclaiming Posts: 34 Member
    You said it ALL... Congratulations!
  • silvergurl518
    silvergurl518 Posts: 4,123 Member
    so proud of and happy for you! i went to your tumblr and found healthymind-beautifulbody--which i'm totally loving. thank you!
  • msjames1999
    msjames1999 Posts: 528 Member
    Congratulations!!
  • Congrats....you look amazing! Thanks for sharing your story. I can't wait to share mine some day!
  • buttercup68110
    buttercup68110 Posts: 86 Member
    You look amazing
  • cjenkins91
    cjenkins91 Posts: 92 Member
    Congratulations girl! you look great!!!
  • febes1972
    febes1972 Posts: 24
    Congrats you look awesome!!!
  • alienrite
    alienrite Posts: 314 Member
    Fantastic progress and something you should be extremely proud about.
  • MyJourney1960
    MyJourney1960 Posts: 1,133 Member
    amazing! you are beautiful!

    It's so funny- weird - I started here at 106 kg and would like to lose ~40 kg...

    One at a time, that's my rule.
  • rachseby
    rachseby Posts: 285 Member
    Completely understand how you feel! The self-hatred is the worst, maybe even moreso than the weight...
  • Rena42
    Rena42 Posts: 66 Member
    Well done! You look like a whole other person. You are an inspiration! Thank you for sharing your pictures.
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