What's on your mind?

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  • Cjfields1
    Cjfields1 Posts: 9 Member
    Just wanting to rid more of my stomach. It gets tough
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  • 777Gemma888
    777Gemma888 Posts: 9,578 Member
    I need Chocolate. Triple chocolate cookies, even.
  • skctilidie
    skctilidie Posts: 1,404 Member
    Tonight, I’m thinking about how thankful I am for both new music to lose myself in and a beautiful surprise that turned a tough day around in an instant.
  • kindalikevelma
    kindalikevelma Posts: 1,337 Member
    CoffeeAndContour wrote: »
    What ever happened to Cameron Diaz.

    But what really happened to Ashanti?

  • Reckoner67
    Reckoner67 Posts: 3,344 Member
    I miss my melatonin once and I’m wide awake at 12:15—I’m having trouble wrapping my brain around the idea that this was normal for so many years.

    Also, the new kitten puts a ton, and it’s pretty soothing in the dark
  • Tigg_er
    Tigg_er Posts: 22,001 Member
    skctilidie wrote: »
    Tonight, I’m thinking about how thankful I am for both new music to lose myself in and a beautiful surprise that turned a tough day around in an instant.

    Sometimes all it takes is a smile :)
  • 777Gemma888
    777Gemma888 Posts: 9,578 Member
    Sleep.
  • kam26001
    kam26001 Posts: 2,794 Member
    Game planning for tomorrow morning. I'm going Christmas shopping *gulp*.... for kids. :dizzy:
  • Tigg_er
    Tigg_er Posts: 22,001 Member
    Good Luck and God Speed Pal :)
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  • mbaker566
    mbaker566 Posts: 11,233 Member
    i should really sort out the random things i have and figure out who gets what and do i need to buy anything else
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  • mbaker566
    mbaker566 Posts: 11,233 Member
    CookingWithCumin wrote: »
    mbaker566 wrote: »
    i should really sort out the random things i have and figure out who gets what and do i need to buy anything else

    Dibs on the ropes you’re swinging on

    i do have an extra fabric but i don't think anyone wants it. 8 yds x 8ft
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  • LiftingSpirits
    LiftingSpirits Posts: 2,207 Member
    DemSwells wrote: »
    'DuckPuddle' is the best username.

    She is also just the best <3
  • mbaker566
    mbaker566 Posts: 11,233 Member
    cee134 wrote: »
    Today is the longest night. (I know what I said)

    Don't Miss Tonight's Winter Solstice Display: A Full Moon And A Meteor Shower

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    https://www.forbes.com/sites/trevornace/2018/12/21/dont-miss-tonights-winter-solstice-display-a-full-moon-and-a-meteor-shower/#2171f3664e69

    it will inevitably be cloudy like it always is.
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  • RomaineCalm
    RomaineCalm Posts: 3,972 Member
    :trollface:
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  • tulips_and_tea
    tulips_and_tea Posts: 5,741 Member
    bootyrubsandtacos wrote: »
    I was really angry earlier from being in pain and just being depressed, so I bought a ton of junk food to binge on and now I have no appetite. I’m not even mad I bought it.....,, I’m mad I have no appetite. I am beyond damaged and I have completely given up.

    I know this isn't the "I'm looking for advice thread" but I just wanted to say please don't tell yourself this! I know you have a LOT to deal with and I'm sorry but if there's anyone you can talk to or anyone that can help please reach out. One person cannot handle everything alone.
  • bootyrubsandtacos
    bootyrubsandtacos Posts: 775 Member
    edited December 2018
    BZAH10 wrote: »
    bootyrubsandtacos wrote: »
    I was really angry earlier from being in pain and just being depressed, so I bought a ton of junk food to binge on and now I have no appetite. I’m not even mad I bought it.....,, I’m mad I have no appetite. I am beyond damaged and I have completely given up.

    I know this isn't the "I'm looking for advice thread" but I just wanted to say please don't tell yourself this! I know you have a LOT to deal with and I'm sorry but if there's anyone you can talk to or anyone that can help please reach out. One person cannot handle everything alone.

    There isn’t anyone. The mental health resources where I live are extremely limited. I found ONE clinic that takes my insurance and it’s AWFUL. I’ve been through FOUR therapists at this place and every. Single. One of them has been completely unprofessional. Most of them don’t even have licenses. My current therapist is a JOKE. She uses our sessions as her own personal lunch hour, she constantly stares at the clock, she complains incessantly about how overworked she is. A few sessions ago I had a breakdown and she picked her bare FEET and YAWNED the entire time I was crying. She never asks me how I’m doing, or how my week was. I put up with this BS to keep my dr’s “privileges”.


    Don’t even get me started on my psychiatrist. He keeps messing up my meds. Whenever I find a regimen that works he tells me “my boss is putting pressure on me to get people off benzos” I take ONE mg of clonopin and I used to take restoril, but I stopped it on my own because it didn’t help. He told me during our last session that I was on a “reasonable amount of benzos, and not to worry about it” Now today he tells me he has to taper me off. I just ??????? He told me to email his boss if I have a problem or to find a new a dr. I would LOVE to find a new dr! You f****** piece of S******** but there’s none out here who take my insurance. He was so nasty about it. If he knew his boss was fickle about benzos then he should’ve kept me on the 0.5 mg when I first came to the clinic! Instead of upping the dose! Like wtf?! It was HIS idea to increase the dose and put me on restoril! How do these people have jobs?! I can’t even go to my PCP to get my meds, because he’s also a p**** and he says he doesn’t “feel comfortable” prescribing psych meds. I feel like I’m BEGGING for help and nobody cares or gives a f******! Dr’s and therapists are supposed to HELP people and I feel like it’s a constant fight. They don’t even LISTEN to me or let me talk! I can’t even defend myself. I had a major panic attack when I got home because I don’t know what to do. There’s literally no help out here. I’m sick of dealing with *kitten* dr’s, I’m tired of being anxious all the time, I’m tired of cleaning up piss and s******** day in and day out. It just never ends. I’ve done everything I was supposed to do and it’s gotten me NOWHERE. “Seek help” everyone says lmao. Yeah, okay.

    Wasn’t yelling at you by the way @BZAH10 I was just venting 🙇🏽‍♀️
  • crampus1
    crampus1 Posts: 519 Member
    Pretty much sick of everyone and everything.
  • Bullet_with_Butterfly_Wings
    Bullet_with_Butterfly_Wings Posts: 5,545 Member
    MrSunshinez wrote: »
    Bullet_with_Butterfly_Wings wrote: »
    I have finally gotten a glimpse of the true underbelly around here and it's disappointing to say the least... That mob mentality is unfair and uncalled for in so many ways.

    It is kind of like walking up to a house on a rainy night and asking to use the phone.

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    One of my favourite movies!
  • JeromeBarry1
    JeromeBarry1 Posts: 10,179 Member
    Watch Mary Poppins Returns. It's better and it's great.
  • Keep_on_cardio
    Keep_on_cardio Posts: 4,166 Member
    Why alcohol can bring the worst out of someone or are they truly that evil.
  • competeagain4x
    competeagain4x Posts: 167 Member
    Sex
    Duh
  • competeagain4x
    competeagain4x Posts: 167 Member
    Keep_on_cardio wrote: »
    Why alcohol can bring the worst out of someone or are they truly that evil.

    Probably little of both

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