Just Give Me 10 Days - Round 39

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  • MaelynMayhem
    MaelynMayhem Posts: 611 Member
    puttyputty wrote: »
    5/1- 316.2 (-1.0) Not so much exercise as it was just diet. I'm hoping for more exercise today, but nervous about activity while my aide is here today. I feel uncomfortable doing my walking in front of others, like I have to explain myself. I know it sounds silly, but there it is.

    I get weird about exercising/activity in front of others, too. I feel like they are thinking either "Obviously, you don't normally work out!" or "Yep, you really need to work out!"

    It's sad that we internalize such negative things even when no one is saying anything. We're doing the bullies' jobs for them!

    Exactly! And I have asthma and there is all kinds of pollen in the air as the air can't be turned on yet (property manager decides when to turn it on) so I get out of breath very quickly, which makes me think that they're going "Geeze, she's really out of shape!" And you're right, it's us doing the bully's work for them!