Summer Body

I just want to be able to go out and feel good about my body. I'm done lying to myself. I'm not curvy or thick. I'm just plain fat. My boyfriend is in shape. My entire family is in shape. My siblings and boyfriend would never intentionally make me feel bad but my parents comment on my weight all the time. I just want to be able to go out to water parks and the beach without feeling huge standing next to them. I joined a gym today now that they're open again but I'm not really sure what I should be doing besides the elliptical. I also downloaded the app to keep me in check on my calories. At this point i just want some friends on here to help keep me motivated. Usually I'll have a health kick for a week and just give up. Anyone want to be friends and help keep me committed?

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