For many years, my weight has been fluctuating. Around my birthday, I get down to my ideal weight--125 lbs. at 5'7"--then as the holidays, birthdays, and work stress hits, I gradually put on 15 lbs. So I have been fluctuating between 125 to 140 lbs. for many years now. And I've decided firmly this week, to try to change that. I am in my 30s, and now more than ever I need find my happy place--physically, mentally, emotionally, and professionally--and try to maintain stability there.
I know I will get there, but I am sending this message out to universe to make it more real, so thank you for reading this.