Saving me from me

NicciBlount

Hi everyone.
I am here to try to save myself from myself. I am addicted to food. I have eaten my way to 146 kilos.

I suffer from autoimmune diseases. My body is literally attacking itself. My joints, my ligaments and tendons, my bones, my skin, my hair, my organs.

I want doctors to take me seriously. I want them to be willing to do the hip replacement I need. I want to live to see 50.

I have tried to lose weight so many times. Sometimes I was successful, only to regain it all and then some.

This time I have to succeed. I am in agonising pain every day. I want that to change. I want to be well.

I am hoping that I can really do it this time.

Betty

Welcome to the community. Wishing you success with reaching your goals.

Jthanmyfitnesspal

I hope you can find professionals to help you get healthy. You shouldn't have to do it all by yourself! Just keep saying "I want to be healthy, I want to control my weight. I need help to do it" to any medical professional that will listen.

tufntender

I so relate. I think I am addicted to food as well. I can't really pinpoint how and when it started. I went into my marriage totally naive as far as cooking went. That was in the 90's I came upon the Betty Crocker whatchamacaLLIT COOKBOOK. It thought me the basics. I came to a point where I could actually replicate items from restaurants. The bottom Line is I am addicted to food. There is no trauma, no trigger, nothing. I just like to eat good food!

MaggieGirl135

Hi! Go to the ‘Getting Started’ category in this forum section and read the top two posts. You will get a lot of good information. This is truly doable. I wish you the best.

callsitlikeiseeit

The key in losing weight, and take this from someone who has lost 230 pounds, is to make small, SUSTAINABLE changes. this is a long term effort. not a sprint. you will not lose weight fast. you will not lose weight every week. you will have weeks on end with NO weight loss. its normal. trust the process.
my main tips:
learn how to weigh (on a food scale) your food properly and find ACCURATE database entries now. I don't know what your starting weight is, but at first you may have a lot of room for error. but as you have less to lose, you don't. If you learn how to do things properly from the beginning, it means you don't have to RE-LEARN how to do it later.
Find an activity you ENJOY. You don't have to be a runner (ew- though I have begun. and i hate it. I much prefer other cardio). You don't have to work out at all to lose weight (weight loss happens in the kitchen). BUT... physical activity does have a LOT of benefits. Both mental and physical. It can be as simple as a leisurely stroll a few times a week. And as you lose weight, you may find (I did), that you WANT to do more. Simple, little things like parking a bit further out in parking lots. Taking stairs instead of elevators. walking to your mailbox instead of pulling up to it in your car as you are pulling in your driveway. Small things. Every bit counts.
Understand that you do not have to give up your favorite foods or any food groups to lose weight. You DO need to learn how MUCH you can eat. Portion control. This goes back to my first point. For the most part, I eat the same things I always have. Just less of them. I eat burgers and pizza and chips and cookies. Just ... not all in the same day well, I might could get away with it if I planned it out REALLY well. And stuck to the plan with NO deviation. Maybe. LOL
You will have 'bad' days. Whether its a holiday or just a ... bad day. Life happens. you will go over. It is NOT the end of the world. You will not ruin your deficit with one bad day. The problems come in when that one bad day becomes two, becomes 3, becomes a week, and goes on....
You've got this. Take it one day at a time, and each day, try to do a little bit better. Don't try to do everything all at once. Don't try to make 1000 changes all at once. Most people who burn out, do so because they try to do too much, too soon. start small. build from there. You did not gain the weight quickly. You will not lose it quickly. Better to lose it slowly, and KEEP IT OFF, then lose it quick, and gain it all back and more!
I've been at this a long time. It becomes a part of your life, and like any other habit, you don't think about it much, really. Your eating habits slowly change. You weigh and log your food. Your activity levels (usually) change, at least to some degree. You become more mindful of what you are putting in your shopping cart and body. My one (or two) words of caution is to make these changes slowly. Most people who go 'All in' head first and full steam, burn out quick. Your first couple of weeks, maybe even first month, most people will lose a fair amount fairly quickly, but most of it is water weight (usually from a natural, not intentional, reduction in carbs). It does slow down, as your body adjusts. It's normal, and is SUPPOSED to happen, so don't get discouraged. Also, don't set your calories too low. The fastest rate of loss (1200 for women and 1500 for men) is not the best rate of loss. Although very tempting to set it to lose faster, it will make it harder for you to maintain and stick to your calorie goals because you will be ... well, hungry. Be kind to yourself, give yourself a few more calories, and you will still lose weight and be less likely to deviate from your plan and therefore more likely to succeed.

Useful Links
https://community.myfitnesspal.com/en/discussion/1234699/logging-accurately-step-by-step-guide/p1
https://community.myfitnesspal.com/en/discussion/1296011/calorie-counting-101/p1
and basically ... all of these
https://community.myfitnesspal.com/en/discussion/10300319/most-helpful-posts-general-health-fitness-and-diet-must-reads#latest
I dont care if you add me, but I will warn you, I am not the friend for everyone. I am very supportive, and off and on all day, so see most things, but I swear like a sailor and ramble incessantly about my life, and not just about diet and weight crap. I have an awesome group of friends who are pretty much the same. You are welcome to board to crazy train and hop off if you so choose. https://www.myfitnesspal.com/profile/callsitlikeiseeit

snowflake954

What she said^^^^

springlering62

Weight loss has been a godsend for me, and I think many others here would agree.

I was in a lot of joint pain due to repeat episodes of Acute Rheumatic Fever. It beat my joints up. Just getting out of bed, standing for more than a few minutes was unbearable most mornings.

I started by doing a slow stretch for 20-30 minutes every morning, doing long holds and stretching my body every way I could think of. That was incredibly helpful. I found I could move easily after stretching, plus it was relaxing, de-stressing, and was quality time with the dogs who would pile on hoping for pet-pets while I did forward folds or hip circles.

With weight loss, GERD disappeared, much of my joint pain disappeared because my joints didn’t have the gravitational pressure of all that extra weight.

In fact, with the weight loss, and adding in exercise like weight training, Pilates and more re, I was able to achieve more yoga poses. In yoga there’s something called “flying” which is simply balancing on your arms.

The joy is, it does feel like flying. It’s so wonderful be able to do.

Anyways, when I weigh the effort to lose weight (which has been surprisingly easy) versus the effort of moving my painful body, I know which one comes out on top.

You’re gonna have to ask yourself, is the sack of candy tonight worth the pain and crawling down the stairs in the morning? Or the painful 2am acid barf?