Looking for for friends with 85lbs to lose

Rexilove

New and nervous. Do I have what it takes? Not sure but damn willing to try. Been large my whole life and forced into diets with my mother. I have a child-like fire within me but my body can't keep up. Goal= to be curvy, not lumpy. Currently looking to lose about 50 pounds and then see what happens from there. Absolutely need a strong support system as I don't have it at home.