My Motivation

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  • pirate_john_75
    pirate_john_75 Posts: 96 Member
    Rough night last night. Did some serious emotional eating, but I didn't care. I couldn't sleep all night, just thinking of how much I miss her and how much I wish not only that I could see her again but that I'm now having all these new experiences that I wish I could share with her.
  • michelleagrela
    michelleagrela Posts: 4 Member
    John, Nat is so proud of you!!!!! Very inspiring!
  • pirate_john_75
    pirate_john_75 Posts: 96 Member
    Thanks. :) Haven't been able to run all week because I tore my calf last Sunday, but I have been spending a lot of time on the elliptical trainer.
  • yoovie
    yoovie Posts: 17,121 Member
    omg I want to hug you both.
  • pirate_john_75
    pirate_john_75 Posts: 96 Member
    Fell off the wagon a bit in the last few days... The numbness of it has worn off and I'm very much in a funk right now. The good news is that I was granted an additional ten days of bereavement starting tomorrow so I am off work until November 13. I am going to start tomorrow to focus on getting myself healthy -- healthy body, healthy mind.

    I had lost 25 but now I've put back on about six or seven of those. My goal is to spend every day at the gym during my time off.
  • TanyaLafley
    TanyaLafley Posts: 62 Member
    I'm sorry for your loss.
  • jaxass
    jaxass Posts: 2,128 Member
    My condolences to you, friends and family. I can't even fathom the struggles you have been through these last few days. My thoughts and prayers go out to you.

    If there's a silver lining in all of this, it's that she inspired you to get healthier and in turn, you have inspired others through your testimony.

    Stay strong and Keep The Faith!

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