Peace the *F* out

Jade_Butterfly

People are making me sad right now. . So I am going to take a peace out. . I am not into doing what I need to do. . I am tired of the hate and lack of forgiveness here in MFP land. . Tired of the sucky life sucks the big Effin one on the threads. . I am going to dive into my ice cream and say *f* it tonight.

I love having fun and encouraging people. . Sorry to those that I have OFFENDED along the way because my life was really messed up this last year. . and I was a B1Tch for long time.. I am in HEALING mode. . and made APOLOGIES TO THOSE THAT I HURT. .. . because OH YA. . MY WAY OF DEALING WITH MY PAIN WAS TO DRINK AND SMOKE AND NOT GIVE A *F*. . . I am healing. . and went to each and everyone that I acted like a JACK*ss to . and apologized. . so if you can't FORGIVE me. . then I guess I am stuck!!!

WUV YOU ALL!

sassylilmama

Um all righty then

Jade_Butterfly

Um all righty then

Pretty much. . . I would much rather be friendly, but this is where I am at right now!

crisanderson27

People are making me sad right now. . So I am going to take a peace out. . I am not into doing what I need to do. . I am tired of the hate and lack of forgiveness here in MFP land. . Tired of the sucky life sucks the big Effin one on the threads. . I am going to dive into my ice cream and say *f* it tonight.

I love having fun and encouraging people. . Sorry to those that I have OFFENDED along the way because my life was really messed up this last year. . and I was a B1Tch for long time.. I am in HEALING mode. . and made APOLOGIES TO THOSE THAT I HURT. .. . because OH YA. . MY WAY OF DEALING WITH MY PAIN WAS TO DRINK AND SMOKE AND NOT GIVE A *F*. . . I am healing. . and went to each and everyone that I acted like a JACK*ss to . and apologized. . so if you can't FORGIVE me. . then I guess I am stuck!!!

WUV YOU ALL!

Take some time out for you Jade...just be good to yourself while you do it hun. I don't know any of the past story, or who you may have been rude or offensive to...you've always been great to me...so I can't comment on that.

We all need a break sometimes. MFP will be here when you get back!

Jade_Butterfly

People are making me sad right now. . So I am going to take a peace out. . I am not into doing what I need to do. . I am tired of the hate and lack of forgiveness here in MFP land. . Tired of the sucky life sucks the big Effin one on the threads. . I am going to dive into my ice cream and say *f* it tonight.

I love having fun and encouraging people. . Sorry to those that I have OFFENDED along the way because my life was really messed up this last year. . and I was a B1Tch for long time.. I am in HEALING mode. . and made APOLOGIES TO THOSE THAT I HURT. .. . because OH YA. . MY WAY OF DEALING WITH MY PAIN WAS TO DRINK AND SMOKE AND NOT GIVE A *F*. . . I am healing. . and went to each and everyone that I acted like a JACK*ss to . and apologized. . so if you can't FORGIVE me. . then I guess I am stuck!!!


Thanks Cris. . love ya m'friend. . I have held a lot of crap in this last year. . It is no secret my weight has not been moving. . I had my heart ripped out last year. . and I love people so much. . but there were nights where I drank too much and acted like an *kitten* and I feel so bad about it and now I can't take it back.
WUV YOU ALL!

Take some time out for you Jade...just be good to yourself while you do it hun. I don't know any of the past story, or who you may have been rude or offensive to...you've always been great to me...so I can't comment on that.

We all need a break sometimes. MFP will be here when you get back!

Thank you Cris. . love you. . . You are a great friend. . I got my heart ripped out last year by the love of my life and didn't take it well. . so I drank too much and smoked too much and acted like an *ss. . I have apologized and I want to make amends everywhere but some want to hold grudges forever. . . Then there is nothing I can do~

sunkisses

Uhm, good luck?

Iamfit4life

I think it's safe to assume you are drinking now.

Perhaps stop for the evening. Have some ice cream, a nice hot bath. Forget about this place and go to bed.

As chrisanderson said, work on yourself. Be happy.

sassylilmama

I think it's safe to assume you are drinking now.

Perhaps stop for the evening. Have some ice cream, a nice hot bath. Forget about this place and go to bed.

As chrisanderson said, work on yourself. Be happy.

yeah this sounds good. go with this

Contrarian

Just sleep on it.

pain_is_weakness

Do what you think is best and healthy for you, sounds like you are in a bad place right now so maybe a break will be helpful, MFP isn't everytihng in life, it is simply a tool that has some extra fun on here, if it is harming you mentally, ect, then you know what is best for you more than anyone else, good luck!

MrsCon40

Uh. Wow.

Sometimes you make your bed and then you have to pass out in it.

Jade_Butterfly

I think it's safe to assume you are drinking now.

Perhaps stop for the evening. Have some ice cream, a nice hot bath. Forget about this place and go to bed.

As chrisanderson said, work on yourself. Be happy.

yeah this sounds good. go with this

Thank you all for being here for me. . I really want to get on track and start losing this fat~!

infamousmk

When you wake up tomorrow you're going to feel awfully silly about getting so upset over the happenings on an internet forum.

pain_is_weakness

Do what you think is best and healthy for you, sounds like you are in a bad place right now so maybe a break will be helpful, MFP isn't everytihng in life, it is simply a tool that has some extra fun on here, if it is harming you mentally, ect, then you know what is best for you more than anyone else, good luck!

BTW, I don't think the MFP is "harming you" in any way, that came out wrong, what I mean is that is you are in a bad mental place right now and you think it will help to back away, then do it

pain_is_weakness

When you wake up tomorrow you're going to feel awfully silly about getting so upset over the happenings on an internet forum.

agreed!

Jade_Butterfly

Uh. Wow.

Sometimes you make your bed and then you have to pass out in it.

And sometimes you come and rub something in and make a situation worse because you can't help yourself.

Contrarian

I think it's safe to assume you are drinking now.

Perhaps stop for the evening. Have some ice cream, a nice hot bath. Forget about this place and go to bed.

As chrisanderson said, work on yourself. Be happy.

yeah this sounds good. go with this

Thank you all for being here for me. . I really want to get on track and start losing this fat~!

Then get back on track. Read the success stories. If they can do it, so can you.

Carl01

I don`t know you from anybody here really so no personal ax to grind but would suggest taking some deep breaths and find out how to be the person you want and need to be.

You can`t be two different people,you can be honest to your beliefs and also be a decent person.
Encouragement does not come at the end of a club so perhaps recognize in a forum like this sometimes live and let live is the best way.

Good luck and hope you can find yourself.

sassylilmama

Uh. Wow.

Sometimes you make your bed and then you have to pass out in it.

And sometimes you come and rub something in and make a situation worse because you can't help yourself.

well that was kinda rude

anewattitude

When you apologize to someone for your actions and you mean it ( which I'm sure you did) then you should no longer feel stuck. You are not responsible for how other people choose to re-act. Diving into your icecream ( as you say) is only going to make you feel worse. It sounds like you are owning up to your mistakes when you apologized so just move on and stay true to your goals. You may have offended people, pissed them off ( or whatever) however I would guess they are not letting that derail them. Since these people whom you offended probably haven't given you the power to ruin their motivation don't let the recent drama ruin yours. You made your amends so just let the chips fall where they may. As the saying goes " This too shall pass".

Hope that helps!

SimplyShanRunning

We are all who we are..

Find you

When you do find yourself....

You may want to look back on judgements of people youve made in the past and this might shed some light on why people are a bit harsh

best of luck

Jade_Butterfly

When you apologize to someone for your actions and you mean it ( which I'm sure you did) then you should no longer feel stuck. You are not responsible for how other people choose to re-act. Diving into your icecream ( as you say) is only going to make you feel worse. It sounds like you are owning up to your mistakes when you apologized so just move on and stay true to your goals. You may have offended people, pissed them off ( or whatever) however I would guess they are not letting that derail them. Since these people whom you offended probably haven't given you the power to ruin their motivation don't let the recent drama ruin yours. You made your amends so just let the chips fall where they may. As the saying goes " This too shall pass".

Hope that helps!

Thank you sweets love you and miss you. . You are right . . I should not bury myself in ice cream!

Jade_Butterfly

We are all who we are..

Find you

When you do find yourself....

You may want to look back on judgements of people youve made in the past and this might shed some light on why people are a bit harsh

best of luck

Thank you for the kind words. . I have apologized and apologized and love you . . love the parent that you are and where you have went in your journey and wish that we could be friends again some day~

Jade_Butterfly

Uh. Wow.

Sometimes you make your bed and then you have to pass out in it.

And sometimes you come and rub something in and make a situation worse because you can't help yourself.

well that was kinda rude

Sorry if it came off that way to you, but this person used to be on my friends list and unfriended me because of issues. . so they know what they are saying to me is hurtful~

Krull_the_WarriorKing

If one dream should fall and break into a thousand pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again.

Jade_Butterfly

If one dream should fall and break into a thousand pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again.

thank you for being awesome~

Johnnyswife

Random drunk posting?

mrmarius

I would say that it takes time for people to adapt to what seems to be a new you. Im glad you realize the offenses you caused and want to amend for it but realize that people have to really see the change. So relax have fun be healthy. God forgives but people dont or i should say it takes more. Good luck with the new you

Jade_Butterfly

Random drunk posting?

you know what. . If you feel the need to be rude and non supportive you know where the door is~

SimplyShanRunning

I would say that it takes time for people to adapt to what seems to be a new you. Im glad you realize the offenses you caused and want to amend for it but realize that people have to really see the change. So relax have fun be healthy. God forgives but people dont or i should say it takes more. Good luck with the new you

Thanks for you awesomeness

cmriverside

God is a concept,
By which we can measure,
Our pain,
I'll say it again,
God is a concept,
By which we can measure,
Our pain,
I don't believe in magic,
I don't believe in I-ching,
I don't believe in bible,
I don't believe in tarot,
I don't believe in Hitler,
I don't believe in Jesus,
I don't believe in Kennedy,
I don't believe in Buddha,
I don't believe in mantra,
I don't believe in Gita,
I don't believe in yoga,
I don't believe in kings,
I don't believe in Elvis,
I don't believe in Zimmerman,
I don't believe in Beatles,
I just believe in me,
Yoko and me,
And that's reality.
The dream is over,
What can I say?
The dream is over,
Yesterday,
I was dreamweaver,
But now I'm reborn,
I was the walrus,
But now I'm John,
And so dear friends,
You just have to carry on,
The dream is over.