Absolutely Gutted :'(

honghaodinh

don't be silly my dear! You look so sexy and beautiful indeed, don't look bad at all. By the way, your tattoos are so cool! Love them ^^

SingeSange

Its really getting to me, readin every comment here is nearly getting me in tears I wanna try hard, but i always fail to! Ive done well so far, and bet im gonna stop now not because Im giving up, just because my body is like that.

Tough love here.... Why does everyone else's replies make you want to cry?
And why would you stop if you see pictures of yourself where you hate your body?
If you hate what you see in those pictures, feel upset and stuff, sure, of course... and then pick yourself up and do something about it.
If you do nothing, you'll get nothing.... except maybe some more weight gain when you go to the cupboards to eat your sorrows way and then you'll hate your pictures (and your body) even more.
This isn't coming from a mean place, I'm not a mean person, I just really don't want you to quit. I don't even know you, but I really want you to try your best and not give up on yourself.

slkehl

Honestly...I think you look pretty darn good right now.

Louise1247

Why does everyone else's replies make you want to cry?
And why would you stop if you see pictures of yourself where you hate your body?

If you do nothing, you'll get nothing.... except maybe some more weight gain when you go to the cupboards to eat your sorrows way and then you'll hate your pictures (and your body) even more.

The comments make me upset - happy upset-- because of the amount of support! Im not used to it... Im usually left to feel sorry for myself lol
I hate my body in comparison to when i was smaller, but love it compared to how I got at my biggest--

Its because ive not lost in a while that I got in the mind set that I cant do it anymore! But im a weird one... when im happy with my body i think i can eat some rubbish but when i feel bad I wont eat bad stuff cus i can see me gettin fatter! Im trying to fix it dont worry

brighteyes31143

I was browsing my old Laptop and came across my old photographs and found these... (not appropriate for here)
http://bluemorpho1247.wordpress.com/2012/06/08/absolutely-gutted/

I actually hate myself right now because I let myself go completely. I am actually sat here in complete awe at my own old photographs.. and I used to think I was fat in these!! I want the real me back. Its so hard

Not sure how long this image will last but ill try:


Now I look lie this



Really need a proper kick up the bum to get me going again

I absolutely LOVE these pics!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEE them!!!!!!!!!!! Put em up on your fridge or make them your screen saver on your computer!!! It will give you something to work towards!!!!

Louise1247

Nah- I know I am not gonna be this anymore! Ill aim for a simlar weight, but ill never have the clearer skin!
Ill just aim little by little and head on from there Been much more positive today

art3mislecter

I think you're beautiful. Hang in there-- it sounds like you've been doing a wonderful job.

Louise1247

Thanks been a couple days now and im a little happier- took some progress pics even though I have gained a little and i feel ok

Sneakypeek1972

I started to accept myself as I am, and then the past week I have gained weight and found these pics... Such a bummer!!

Dont give up now, your not failing at all your doing really well and you have had a baby i take it since you had your previous pics taken, i have had 5 babes and my belly loks a whole lot worse than yours let me tell you hehe and im determined just think positive thoughts and carry on you look lovely x

Louise1247

What makes u think I had a baby??? none at all.... just fat and marked

But thanks on the compliment

andiechick

I think you look fab in all the pics, but I also understand that you're not happy with how your body looks at the moment, as that's where I currently am. We all share the same journey here with varied routes along the way, but ultimately to get to the same destination...to be happy and confident in our own skin. I agree with some of the other comments, you have confidence in yourself in the 'slimmer' pictures whereas you are slouching with lack of it in the others. I lost 7lbs on here before Christmas, I've since put that back on plus some more, but I'm determined I'm going to beat my demons once and for all and get to a weight where I feel comfortable in myself ;0) xx

Louise1247

I think you look fab in all the pics, but I also understand that you're not happy with how your body looks at the moment, as that's where I currently am. We all share the same journey here with varied routes along the way, but ultimately to get to the same destination...to be happy and confident in our own skin. I agree with some of the other comments, you have confidence in yourself in the 'slimmer' pictures whereas you are slouching with lack of it in the others. I lost 7lbs on here before Christmas, I've since put that back on plus some more, but I'm determined I'm going to beat my demons once and for all and get to a weight where I feel comfortable in myself ;0) xx

Those new pics are because they are for this website to show my progress without trying to look better for the camera lol- not slouching either... :S but im not trying to be sexy for them! :P

I took some new pics yesterday though and this is one there are some in my profile too

elizabethwolf

sweet tatttoo by the way

skoshness

Hi Louise, you don't look that much different from before, you're nearly there and you look great, keep the chin up and keep on going

Louise1247

thanks x gettin there slowly. Hoping my weigh in tomorrow is better!