This is been the worst day so far... I went to a new bar in town with some friends and didn't have drink, instead I ate a burger for lunch with like 10 fries... That burger came to be over 1,000 calories! I would have had fish but the only thing on the menu was Burger, chili cheese fries, calamari, and one other thing... seriously... (it was a "soft opening" where food is very limited) After that my friends wanted to go dress shopping... we had fazoli's for dinner... my Four cheese and Tomato panini was 510 calories... Let me tell you... This is how it was everyday for me before. I didn't realize how much garbage i was feeding my body! I am at 2,000 calories! WIth no exercise! I'm going to try and do some exercises before I go to bed... not enough to kill 800... but just enough to allow me to sleep. man.. It's time like this that I'll remember.