Exes..

va_va_voom

How long were you together and why'd you break up?

It was coming up to two years before I broke up with him and we broke up because I wasn't trying to recover(I'm in recovery from anorexia)and we didn't fight over me not eating everynight, it was more he'd get angry, make me feel guilty, I'd cry and it was just too much. His brother and wife really didn't like me and kept telling him I was cheating, I didn't. He was telling other girls he wanted to sleep with them, but I finally broke up with him because he wasn't there at all when we lost our baby, like that was the final straw.

Around christmas time, he told me he still loved me and still wanted there to be an us, but since deleting his number two months ago, he hasn't tried to make any contact. I've tried to move on, I went on my first date since our break up last weekend but the whole time I was thinking about mark. Ugh I really don't know what to do

Too much drama. That's likely not to change just because you've been apart for some months now.

They say it can take half the length of a relationship to heal from it after it's over. If you went on a date but ended up thinking about the ex, you simply aren't ready to start dating again.

If you're recovering from anorexia, focus on YOU for now - your healing and recovery are important to have under control before adding more variables like a [rekindled or new] relationship.

mommy2AR

I would really focus on healing up, you dont need anyone to drag you down and feel any worse than you do.. surround yourself with people who care and love you. Be strong... you an move on and you will be just fine!!:flowerforyou: