I am done

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  • DayumStraightIAmEllie
    DayumStraightIAmEllie Posts: 160 Member
    I am going threw the same exact thing. I'm 19 years old and a sophomore. But it doesn't even feel like i know myself anymore. I dont even like myself to be honest. There are so many things wrong with me now i dont even know where to begin to fix it. Course im too shy and lack the insurance needed to do something like you all are suggesting. So i pretend nothing is wrong, hoping my mind will forget too.
  • GutterballT
    GutterballT Posts: 6
    Huh, I must be weird, but that's actually why my hubby and I want to move to Oregon when we get out of school. Then again, I've spent 20 yrs here in KS and I love the rain lol. Being British also helps. I am crazy comfortable in rain lol. That and you can actually be healthy in the Pacific Northwest, as opposed to here where all the fruits and veggies are really expensive (for most college students), and come two ways: Not ripe at all or on the edge of rot lol.
  • Aleluya17
    Aleluya17 Posts: 205 Member
    Child, child, have patience and belief, for life is many days, and each present hour will pass away. Son, son, you have been mad and drunken, furious and wild, filled with hatred and despair, and all the dark confusions of the soul -- but so have we. You found the earth too great for your one life, you found your brain and sinew smaller than the hunger and desire that fed on them -- but it has been this way with all men. You have stumbled on in darkness, you have been pulled in opposite directions, you have faltered, you have missed the way -- but, child, this is the chronicle of the earth. And now, because you have known madness and despair, and because you will grow desperate again before you come to evening, we who have stormed the ramparts of the furious earth and been hurled back, we who have been maddened by the unknowable and bitter mystery of love, we who have hungered after fame and savored all of life, the tumult, pain, and frenzy, and now sit quietly by our windows watching all that henceforth never more shall touch us -- we call upon you to take heart, for we can swear to you that these things pass.
    -Thomas Wolfe "Look Homeward, Angel

    My goodness you sound like a younger version of me. I PROMISE you that it does get bet. It WILL get better.
  • blueandigo
    blueandigo Posts: 296
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  • ljaroch
    ljaroch Posts: 64
    Can someone link me to the best HRM on Amazon.

    Well it sounds like you aren't done after all, and that's great! Please take the advice and support that everyone here has offered you. Sometimes life is just hard and you will naturally get through it, and sometimes you have depression which probably won't go away on it's own. Are their friends/family members you can talk to? Try seeing a doctor, just once, to see if they have anything valuable to offer you. You can do this life thing!
  • dmh0204
    dmh0204 Posts: 81
    I went through this is March and April. I couldn't make myself do anything. It sounds like I don't need to describe what I went through, because you know exactly how it feels. I went to a psychiatrist, and he prescribed Wellbutrin. Two weeks later, I felt better. Six weeks later, I felt like I was back to my usual self.

    It sounds like you are depressed. I found medication and a little self-pampering to work miracles. Hang in there. Friend me if you want.
  • RhonndaJ
    RhonndaJ Posts: 1,615 Member
    This sounds like situational depression, something that most people go through at least once in their life. I don't know how long this has been going on. If it's only been a few days, or a couple of weeks, start trying to force yourself to see the positives in life. If we're talking months... talk to a doctor, immediately. No not let it continue. This does not necessarily mean that you need medication, some professional guidance may be all it takes.

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