I have never been this happy in my entire life!
I am so freaking happy (okay granted some of it may be the pain pills but most of it is just my life!)
I don't want to make this the worlds longest post but I really wanted to share my happiness with everyone. So here are the highlights:
-I have spent the last 10 years married to a drug addict and taking care of him and not myself, not out of love but out of obligation. I stopped loving him 8 years ago because of how abusive he was (never psychial always emotional and mental. If your called a fat *** enough, funny thing is that you'll turn into one).
-I finally said enough is enough in September and decided to change my life.
-I've lost over 50 pounds since September.
-I have completely fallen in love with my best friend and will be moving on Feb 15th to be closer to him. We've been dating since October.
-My divorce will be final this month. WOOHOO!!! He's still living with me. He has no means to support himself because he refuses to work. So my choices were a 2 year long divorce process to keep supporting him for the waiting period. That waiting period is up February 11th!!
-I have (or had) horrible horrible teeth. I was in constant pain and there were times that suicide was an option because of all the pain. I finally finally put myself first instead of the son to be ex husband, hide away money and had surgery yesterday. I had 14 teeth removed. I can't stop smiling! I feel so much better that the posion is out of my body and I feel amazing when I look in the mirror and see that I have beautiful teeth.
-I also started doing an at home school in September. I will be graduating this month and starting my paralegal carreer.
For the first time ever I am completely happy and looking forward to the future. Deciding to put myself first led me to falling in love, losing weight, falling in love with myself (its still in process lol), and changing my life completely.
I am a whole new girl!
