Back on the wagon

I fall off a lot, in fact, I'm off right now! I tried starting 2013 off right but within the first week I got strep throat, was out for that week, took 10 days of antibiotics, got back to the gym, slowly, then a week later, got strep again! Was out for the rest of January! Super frustrated! Tried to get back on track in February, then watched the grand baby for a week, got thrown off again, I even got some DoTerra Slim and Sassy to help me, I've put it in my water daily and have used it in coconut oil for lotion, and I've gained weight!!! I have a Neon Fun run - 5K this coming Saturday, haven't trained at all, I'm still having pain behind my right knee which makes it hurt to run, so frustrated with myself, I can't seem to get it together, log my food, eat right, excersize daily, nothing! This is our spring break and I'm going to try to get to the gym everyday but I don't want to do to much and not be able to go do the run this weekend. I gave up my spot in the run last October because of my knee and I'm thinking about giving my spot up again,but I know my sisters and my daughter will be mad at me if I do. I just need to figure out how to talk myself into just doing it! Good luck to you and me both, Lord knows I need it!

i started out by losing about 20 lbs and eating right. It was perfect!! But then I ended up having surgery which cut me off from any workouts. So I ate whatever I could because I really wasn't able to get around to make myself anything healthy.

Well that lasted for about a year. I tried coming back into it so many times and nothing worked. I stuck with it for about 2 days at a time each time I did it.

Now I'm back! I'm sticking with it and not backing down. I want to look great for when I graduate, even though it's just a couple of months away.
I just need many people to motivate me and keep me on track and not back down.