Parents who have lost a child.
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Bless her little heart !! Stay strong !0
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i am so sorry for what you have lost, and that your daughter is not with you now.
what a horrible, horrible tragedy.
I would urge you to seek out a support group thru a local hospital, or ask hospice, or call anyone who may be able to refer you to a counselor that specializes in grief. you need support and guidance *right now*, and you will continue to over the coming days, weeks and months.
I have lost two babies, both at birth, both stillborn, 9 and 5 years ago. the acute pain that you feel will lesson, but you will never forgot the pain of losing them, and you will never feel whole again. you are a changed person now. and while you will never forget the pain of their loss, you will never forget her, she will always and forever be your daughter and you will find ways of living without her. parents survive the loss of a child... when you scratch the surface, you realize that there are many of us out there, all surviving.
people are very uncomfortable with death in general, and especially with the death of a child. they may say stupid, terribly inappropriate and irrelevant things to you, trying to be helpful. ignore the bad things- people can be so dense and downright mean. grieve how you need to. this just happened and you are probably in a shock period. the stages of grief are tried and true, they come and go in waves, in different order, and in different intensities... you just have to go thru it.
please find a grief counselor, or someone who you trust who can listen to you without judgment, and please find time to cry- it can be hard when you are expected to be "strong" and "brave". you need to feel it all, and cry, and cry some more. you have suffered a loss like no other. there are online support communities to be found... just start looking. I belong to one, but it is more for parents who have lost newborns or pregnancy losses... you are definitely not alone in your pain- and you will get thru this.
and again, I am so sorry that this has happened to you and your daughter, to your family. it is horrible enough to have lost your precious little girl, and the blame and anger that you may be feeling can put you right over the edge... there will be time to feel everything you need to- try not to get overwhelmed. my babies both died from "falling thru the cracks" and I totally understand and live with the "if only's" and hindsight being so clear. having a support group or a counselor can help to organize your grief and keep you from downing in it.0 -
My heart breaks for you. I carried twins knowing that a birth one would not survive. I refused to give up. I delivered one very healthy baby boy and another baby boy that never lived outside my body. The pain is great even 13 years later. Lean on you faith and family to get you through the days, months and years ahead! Praying for you!0
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I've been thinking of you since I read your original post and hesitated writing something because I couldn't think of what to say. I am speechless and filled with sadness for you. It sounds like a scenario that could have happened to anyone. I am so so sorry. You are in my thoughts.0
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Oh dear God. As a mother my heart breaks for you and there are no words sufficient to ease your pain. I am praying for you and your family.0
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Oh, I am so, so sorry for your loss. You'll be in my prayers.0
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I am so sorry for your loss.0
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I am so sorry for your loss. You must be such an incredibly strong person to have even made it through the last few days. I cannot begin to imagine your pain, but I hope you come to find some peace in time.0
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I can't imagine what it's like to actually lose a child since it's never happened to me. I can think of what it would feel like, but it's still not the same as it really happening. I'm so sorry for your loss and wish you the best.
If I'm being honest, even with your loss the world goes on. Unless it directly affects them, others around you are going on with their lives, people are going to go to work, etc. They will give you their condolences and offer sympathy, but eventually you'll have to pull yourself together and continue on. How you do that will depend on your approach. Getting support from organizations that help people through this should help. I think the biggest thing to take away is that it's not your fault. It sounds like you did all the things you could to prevent this from happening. If I'm looking at this objectively, I can't think of any child wanting their parents living a sad life till they pass. They would want you to go on with a happy life.
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Thank you all for your sympathies and input. So sorry to hear all of your stories. I don't know how I have continued on these last few days but I have been there for my son and husband. I have my mom and dad with me now because I am just scared of being alone. I have realized that life goes on and see everyone carrying on with their lives, and it really hurts. For me, I don't know understand how I am expected to continue on without my sweet girl. But I will, I am the strongest person and always have been. During the day it seems fine, but the raw pain hits me in the morning and night when I wake up and relearn that my baby isn't with us. Sometimes, I feel like I could just pick her up, as it is still so fresh in my mind. I plan on seeking counseling as I find that talking about her helps. I started a journal today to write about her and remember small things she did. I will never forget my sweetheart. Once again, Thank you all for your words.0
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Oh, my gosh, I cannot even imagine the pain you are going through. I have never lost a child and pray I never will, but I will be praying for you and your family. I'm Christian, and I truly and deeply believe that you will see your little girl again. Try to take some small solace in that God always knows what He is doing, and that she is safe in His care now. They say God will never test you past your limits, so you must be a remarkably strong woman. I'm sure you will always be sad about your little one, and always miss her, but the pain will slowly fade to a tolerable level. Give it time, read the Bible regularly if you believe in it, and keep praying. Try to let this painful trial bring your family closer to God, not away from him. I am so, so sorry.0
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I'm so sorry that this happened. And to the others in this thread who have experienced similar tragedies. It's all so terribly sad.
I think your journalling idea is wonderful, both to help you put into word the feelings you will be having, and to remember and cherish that perfect little girl of yours. You would have been blessed to see such incredible change in her over those 18 months she was with you and remembering all of those wonderful little things will help keep her in your heart even when she can't be in your arms.
Please reach out if there is anything helpful any of us can do for you during this period of deep sadness.0 -
I can't even imagine the tremendous grief of losing a child. I have known people that have experienced this loss. And having been through loss of a different kind, I can say that right now just allow yourself to feel the intense grief. This is normal. And while you will always feel pain and loss, you have to know that it will not always be as strong, intense, difficult, and all consuming as it is now. Focus on being there for your son and find shared solace with your partner. And with this all said, I can't even imagine the depth of this loss.0
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Im so sorry for your loss. my heart goes out to you. No parent should ever have to know that pain.
My first born son was stillborn. there are no words to describe the emptiness that's felt when I child is gone.
(( Hugs)) and If you need someone to talk to I'd be happy to lend an ear. take care of yourself.0 -
Thank you. So sorry for your loss. Appreciate all your kind words.0
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My heart aches for you and your family. It is profoundly sad.Each day passes and your heart will always be full of love and grieving for your little girl. My prayers for you. Big Hug.0
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Thank you0
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I'm so sorry for your loss. Hugs and prayers, I hope God's peace will find you.0
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massive hugs to everyone who has suffered a loss. Im a mum to two boys and the oldest is 2.5yrs and youngest 13months and Iv always dreaded waking up one morning and something has happened in the night. I cant imagine the pain you mums/dads have felt and although Im not a deeply religious person il be thinking of you and hoping the pain gets better every day x0
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it will be 4 years in February for me. the pain doesnt get any smaller, but i do believe you kinda learn to live with it.
i am sorry that happened to you, loss of a child is somethin i wouldnt wish my worst enemy.
if you ever need someone to talk to, im a pretty good listener, just PM me.
stay strong girl!0
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