Time for us Moms! Group

hi ladies it has been sooo long since I have been on here. I ended up not being able to go to the gym b/c of finances and got kind of depressed. I could burn 1000 calories in 60 minutes and doing stuff at home it would be less than that. Anyway for a while I was at least maintaining maybe lose a lb here and there. Then the week of christmas i started going back up...more depression. Then I would feel queasy after I finished eating and thought I was making myself sick bc of all the bad stuff I was eating. After a couple of days i took a pregnancy test which I always keep in the house. Got the faintest blue line took another one, googled faint blue lines scared myself soo much. after a day I got up the nerve to show the hubby (didn't want to worry him). Knew hat it was probably positive even though faint. It was like a sucker punch in the gut. Took anouther test there was definitely a line. That was saturday I go to the dr. this afternoon. I am determined to be healthier this time. Atleast I know that after giving birth I have always been smaller than before pregnancy just still had bad habits so it didn't stay off. So this time I want to be healthy for the most part and stay active.

So there's my rant for the day haven't told anyone yet so needed to talk to some other women... By the way I am happy as well as concerned this is #4 the ages at birth will be around 5 1/2, 4, 2, newborn... AHHHHHHHHH!

I'd like to join too! Trying to balance jobs, babies, homes, hubby's and everything else gets crazy! It's so easy to get off track when you're so busy. So I'm looking for others who know what I'm talking about and can help me to stay motivated.