Gym intimidation

vblair77
vblair77 Posts: 180 Member
edited November 16 in Motivation and Support
Ok here's the deal...I am overweight and for some reason the gym scares the hell out of me. I didn't use to be this way...for a long time I went by myself and I was fine. Then I had marital problems and through that I was still fine. A few months ago I fell and ruptured my Achilles. It sucked. I gained 20 lbs and just fell into a funk. After I got my cast off I decided to get healthier and I have. I've lost 16 pounds and I'm feeling good...but the thought of dealing with strangers who may or may not judge me scares me. How do I conquer this? I still limp more often than not and with the amount of tendon removed I may have the limp forever.
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  • ElizabethKalmbach
    ElizabethKalmbach Posts: 1,415 Member
    OK. I go to a gym. There are other people there. You know what I was thinking about? I forgot my gym clothes, and I was thinking that I might have camel toe in the stretch pants I had for under my jeans on cold days that I found in the bottom of my coat rack, and the tiny spare shirt I keep in my desk for if my daughter makes a mess in my office would not cover that, and I was in a squat rack with mirrors on EVERY SIDE, SHOWING ME MY FASHION FAUX PAS FROM EVERY ANGLE. Plus I had on super festive Christmas Fuzzy Socks that I got as a present 4 months ago and forgot to take home.

    I am so far from even NOTICING your limp, girl. Get in there and do what you have to do to be your best self. You'll be FINE.
  • GWehsling
    GWehsling Posts: 120 Member
    My advice as somebody who is also self conscious: Just go.

    You're lapping everybody on the couch and it only takes a few weeks to form a solid habit (and see and feel results). You will only improve over time and with a reasonable amount of activity and gym is designed for just that. Besides which, everybody who is anybody in the fitness game had a first day in a gym, somewhere, someplace.

    Just go and do it.
  • jdpemberton7
    jdpemberton7 Posts: 9 Member
    You walk in there with your head up, focused on what you went there to accomplish, if anyone looks at you, you look back at them and smile, do you workout, enjoy it and go home! Chances are they're not even looking at you and you wouldn't know if you weren't looking at them. I used to feel like that but I'm over it...but focus on YOU :)
  • BigLifter10
    BigLifter10 Posts: 1,153 Member
    Sorry to hear about your Achilles issues! You know what.....people, wherever they are (gym, market, stores) will judge people they see REGARDLESS. The fact that you are in the gym means that you aren't letting your fears get the best of you. A lot of women have this concern. I can only speak for the gym I go to, but there are a lot of members and at any given time there are anywhere from 50-200 people there. Some do classes, some stick to the machines, some do free weights. Just recently, many of the class-goers have crossed over into weights and had trepidation like you have. The best cure for that is to just do it. It sounds so simple, but you know - it will make you stronger.

    Once you get to the point where you feel less intimidated, you may find that you talk to people in that 'scary' section of the gym. The gym doesn't exist solely for people who are already in shape and know exactly what they are doing. In fact, many don't but nobody really, truly worries about it. In the end, people are wrapped up in what they do. Find a trainer to show you the ins and outs. Get familiarized with the area so you aren't just wandering around. This is definitely something you can do. What anyone else is thinking is none of your business. You can't control anybody but YOURSELF!

    I have no doubt you can do it.
  • vblair77
    vblair77 Posts: 180 Member
    You are all right. I am going to just DO IT. And I probably will talk to a trainer about a regimen to help get my bad leg a bit stronger...although I suspect the best thing I can do is lose weight. It's a struggle for me but I've done it before...I can find that confident girl I was once again :blush:
  • kudzured
    kudzured Posts: 10 Member
    The older i get the more I hate the gym! Sorry, truth. Get yourself a used piece of equipment for home, something you can manage with the injury. You can still join the gym but you will have something to fall back on at home. Best of luck to you!
  • runfoorun
    runfoorun Posts: 314 Member
    You're there for you. Focus on your workout and get it done. We're watched and judged everywhere we go anyway. You'll feel like a regular there in no time.
  • snowflakesav
    snowflakesav Posts: 649 Member
    The idea that others are judging us harshly comes from judging ourselves harshly. Learning to like yourself better is part of the journey. Go to the gym...it starts with taking better care of yourself.
  • 999tigger
    999tigger Posts: 5,235 Member
    Nobody is interested in you and its just built up in your mind they are, when that isnt the case. A gym isnt essential at all, but if you wnat to start using one then maybe:

    1. Pick a gym you like, they are not all the same and some are a lot less intimidaing/ friendlier than others. Go and visit various ones and see which you feel comfy with. Community gyms tend to have a bigger mix of people, pensioners etc.
    2. Go at a quieter time when there wont be so many people around. Peak tends to be about 4-9pm.
    3. Consider just using a personal trainer for a few visits so you get a routine and you have someone else to keep you company.
    4. Knowing what you are doing gives focus and makes you more efficient.

    After you go for a while you will feel comfier. Part of your journey and getting to your target is dealing with things and overcoming obstacles. This phenomena of gym phobia is common, but dont let it hinder your progress, look at it as a place that will help you achieve your aspirations. Thats a good thing.
  • mandymay01
    mandymay01 Posts: 758 Member
    If it makes u feel better ive fallen off the tread mill three times. Those things need to be wider. I still go. Just not on the tread mill. No ones watching u and if they r probably silently encouraging u
  • scottacular
    scottacular Posts: 597 Member
    vblair77 wrote: »
    Ok here's the deal...I am overweight and for some reason the gym scares the hell out of me. I didn't use to be this way...for a long time I went by myself and I was fine. Then I had marital problems and through that I was still fine. A few months ago I fell and ruptured my Achilles. It sucked. I gained 20 lbs and just fell into a funk. After I got my cast off I decided to get healthier and I have. I've lost 16 pounds and I'm feeling good...but the thought of dealing with strangers who may or may not judge me scares me. How do I conquer this? I still limp more often than not and with the amount of tendon removed I may have the limp forever.

    The thing that rarely gets said about gym 'meatheads' is that they are mostly really good people who are dedicated to lifting iron a lot and have respect for anyone else who does likewise. More than likely you'll be able to ask other gym users for help and advice and they'll gladly give it. If anything, you're more likely to be judged positively for getting your rear end in there and putting in the work to be better. But, as a last resort, if you absolutely cannot overcome your anxiety just yet - get yourself some basic exercise equipment on-line or at a store, such as a barbell with some light weights, and do some things at home until you feel more confident. But I'd absolutely encourage you to just get yourself into the gym just so you can see it's a place you're more than welcome at.
  • vblair77
    vblair77 Posts: 180 Member
    I am making a goal of going after work. I get off pretty early so I should be able to get in and out before "peak" time. :smile:
  • TheRoseRoss
    TheRoseRoss Posts: 112 Member
    Gym rat here. Depending on the crowd at your gym, I'd be willing to bet that most of them don't give you a second thought. I've got the "early morning, Spring Training Kids" at my gym now that probably judge everyone. And some times I'm there late in the morning when the trophy wives come in. But in my experience, for the most part, no one cares that you're there. They're either too focused on "getting theirs" or busy socializing.

    I used to be self conscious about the faces I would make, and the "grunting/exerting" myself in the gym. I didn't want to be "that guy" that is trying to draw attention to himself. Then I had the good fortune of being in the same area as some power lifters that grunted. That's when I realized "they're not worried about me and what I think of them. They're here to get theirs, and they will whether I'm here or not." So I've begun grunting.

    Go to the gym. I always ask myself "When you're at home, alone, looking in the mirror and unhappy with what you see, where will the people that you were too afraid to exercise in front of be?" There are worse things than being "judged" for getting healthy/in shape.
  • yopeeps025
    yopeeps025 Posts: 8,680 Member
    edited April 2015
    OP in my gym I have seeing a guy lift in the machine area with a broken arm. I have also saw a girl who had a severe limp without her full leg brace on and still exercise. I was more proud of them then to judge them with any negativity. I was doing cardio on machines in a sling a week after I tore my pectoral.

    OP
    but the thought of dealing with strangers who may or may not judge me scares me.
    This question is why? Why the above? What makes this insecurity happen?
  • Docbanana2002
    Docbanana2002 Posts: 357 Member
    1. They aren't as interested in you as you seem to think they are. They are worried about their own stuff.
    2. The others in that gym don't have their act together as much as you seem to think, nor do you have as big of an issue as you are blowing it up to be. You basically are an overweight person who is losing weight and recovering from an injury? Is that seriously a strange thing to see in your gym?? Certainly not in mine! Where I go there are people in all shapes and sizes and ages and ability levels, especially in some of the more beginner-oriented classes and equipment areas (if you go to the area with free weights or to the advanced yoga class there will be some stunningly fit people. They don't seem to pay much attention to me either way). It isn't unusual to see someone with an obvious disability or injury they are working with, perhaps doing physical therapy to improve it. I don't really pay that much attention, other than occasionally observing what is around me the same as I might in a restaurant or mall or anywhere else in public. But if you are in a place that is unwelcoming to anyone imperfect, I could see that as a reason to change places. I work out at the local YMCA and everyone there does not look alike or look perfect.
    3. Even if someone is thinking horrible thoughts about you.... so what? I have no amazing mind powers to hurt someone else physically or emotionally with my thoughts, nor does anyone in that gym. Any power they have is from YOU choosing to let their thoughts (or what you imagine them to be) have meaning in your life or dictate your behavior. Take back that power!
  • Lizzy622
    Lizzy622 Posts: 3,705 Member
    See the "Thursday motivation" thread. Put your hoodie up and ignore any intimidation.
  • Hornsby
    Hornsby Posts: 10,322 Member
    As someone who has been on both sides of the coin, I can promise you that you notice the fit people more than the fit people notice you. I applaud (in my head obviously) anyone who is in the gym putting in work. So if I am the one looking at a person trying to get fit, it is nothing buy positive thoughts in my head.
  • cwolfman13
    cwolfman13 Posts: 41,865 Member
    As an avid gym goer and weight room hitter, I can tell you that I absolutely don't care what you are doing, nor do I even know you are there...unless you're doing something really cool like squatting a gazillion pounds...that might make me stop focusing on what's important...me and my work.

    Don't be intimidated...everyone is there to work. To boot, the ratio of already fit to trying to get fit people in the gym generally favors the later. There are more people in your shoes than not.
  • DirrtyH
    DirrtyH Posts: 664 Member
    I always find it a little intimidating to go the gym if I haven't gone in awhile. Even if "awhile" is just a week, I feel a little awkward at first. Not sure why, really. I don't know if that's normal per se, but it's not weird so don't feel bad about feeling awkward.

    But like everyone else said, just do it. The awkwardness goes away quickly and pretty soon the gym will be your dojo and you'll totally own it.
  • SconnieCat
    SconnieCat Posts: 770 Member
    vblair77 wrote: »
    I am making a goal of going after work. I get off pretty early so I should be able to get in and out before "peak" time. :smile:

    I used to avoid peak time but for some strange reason, I really enjoy it now. Who knows...maybe you will to? The important thing is that you're facing your fear and that you're going. That's wonderful.

    And you really will find that unless you're being completely ridiculous (see the video of the guy dancing on the treadmill), no one is going to care. And if they do.... eff em. You're there for yourself. Not for anyone else.

    Good luck on your gym adventure tonight. Out of curiosity - do you have a plan that you're following when you go?

    Let us know how it went for you!
  • marmaladepixie
    marmaladepixie Posts: 83 Member
    Listen to some inspiring music , don't make eye contact unless you want to, and just do your thing! That's what I do. I really only notice people when they are either having very loud, very personal conversations on their phones, or are doing things like spraying themselves with cologne while running on the treadmill next to me.
  • sarahrbraun
    sarahrbraun Posts: 2,261 Member
    I was you a few years ago--100# overweight, out of shape.

    I wanted to just get in there, workout and lose weight. I didn't want anyone to notice me. But someone did notice me. The cute, 24yo trainer. He and I became close friends, and stayed in touch even after he moved out of state.

    His replacement was even cuter...and is also a dear friend of mine. I honestly don't see why these gorgeous men even speak to a chunky old lady like me, but they do. They adore me.
  • urloved33
    urloved33 Posts: 3,323 Member
    vblair77 wrote: »
    Ok here's the deal...I am overweight and for some reason the gym scares the hell out of me. I didn't use to be this way...for a long time I went by myself and I was fine. Then I had marital problems and through that I was still fine. A few months ago I fell and ruptured my Achilles. It sucked. I gained 20 lbs and just fell into a funk. After I got my cast off I decided to get healthier and I have. I've lost 16 pounds and I'm feeling good...but the thought of dealing with strangers who may or may not judge me scares me. How do I conquer this? I still limp more often than not and with the amount of tendon removed I may have the limp forever.

    I fell in 2007. then one of my daughters'; high school teachers began stalking me. when i healed and finally moved away from the stalker I ended up just as you described. I had no way to deal with it but to go to the gym and other places that set off my anxiety. After I went enough times (18 months) ...laid the tracks so to speak...the fear and anxiety subsided and I returned to being my normal self.

  • Lleldiranne
    Lleldiranne Posts: 5,516 Member
    My MIL ruptured her Achilles tendon about 20 years ago. They told her she would probably always have a limp. It was her going to the gym that proved them wrong. It took a while, but she persisted. (She also soaked it in hot and cold water after each session).

    My point is, look at it as physical therapy for the tendon. Instead of worrying that other people see your limp or are judgey (I understand the fear, we're all insecure in some way or another when heading to the gym at first), remind yourself that you're doing therapy for your leg/ankle, so you need to be there and focus on you. If you feel like people are looking at your, tell them they're admiring your determination - because anyone who knows your story would be (and anyone who doesn't, doesn't matter). It's just changing the mental tape you play for yourself.

    Hope that helps a tiny bit. :sweat_smile:
  • yhealthy2000
    yhealthy2000 Posts: 111 Member
    A quote I read a few days ago...this is for you and all of us:
    In the end, people will judge you anyways,
    So don't live your life impressing others,
    Live your life impressing yourself.
    ---Eunice Camacho Infante

    P.S.: I'm a regular gym-goer, and I see that people are engrossed in their workouts. Most people are there to achieve their set goals...you can do this too. Set a goal and go to the gym! You will end up making friends and you will enjoy going to the gym - I can absolutely guarantee that!!
  • vblair77
    vblair77 Posts: 180 Member
    Great advice everyone thank you. I did get a workout in but not at the public gym...I have started walking at work on my lunch break...I did 1.5 miles today and if I can handle the creepy rail guys cat calling from across the fence I am sure I can deal with the strangers at the gym. Thank you all for reminding me that A: the world doesn't revolve around me so no one will care that I'm there and B: I'm there for myself not anyone else. You people rock! :smile:
  • kudzured
    kudzured Posts: 10 Member
    Great attitude!
  • vblair77
    vblair77 Posts: 180 Member
    Just a little update I faced the fear...today was day 3 at LA Fitness...feeling fabulous!
  • Alphabet929
    Alphabet929 Posts: 17 Member
    You went in. You saw. And you did more than survive. You conquered your fear. Good job. Keep that up and you will be fine. I talk to so many people who are scared to hit the weight room cause of the people in there. I tell them don't worry about anyone. If they bother you then they have the problem. Not you.
  • azulvioleta6
    azulvioleta6 Posts: 4,195 Member
    vblair77 wrote: »
    Just a little update I faced the fear...today was day 3 at LA Fitness...feeling fabulous!

    Good job!
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