Failing every day :(

Can you open up your diary? If we can see, we can help understand how your food choices might affect your satiety. Also, what is your current weight loss plan, as in pounds per week? As you get closer to goal, keeping the deficit needed to sustain weight loss gets more and more difficult, which means dialing back the rate. It's faster to lose a pound of fat at 80 pounds over goal versus 20 over.

How much have you set yourself to lose a week? You could be starting off too high.

I find it best, if you know you have a tendency to overeat in the evening, to have less in the cupboards that I'm likely to eat/snack on. I usually buy one chocolate bar rather than the four pack because then I can only eat one instead of four!

What are you eating up to that point?
Maybe you need to get rid of all the sweets in the house so that you aren't tempted to binge. Are there other seemingly non food related things that my cause u to binge or feel bad about yourself?

For starters, you only have 18 pounds to lose. Set your weight loss goal for 1/2 pound per week. It will leave you at a reasonable deficit and won't leave you feeling like you're starving and then running for the sweets. Get yourself a digital scale, and start weighing all solids and measuring all liquids for more accurate measurement of actual calories consumed. I think you will find that you will be able to fit in a little bit of sweet each day and not feel quite so miserable. Good luck

You are here, you are aware of it, and you are logging your food, those are all great things to build on

coops3180 wrote: »

I dont know whats wrong with me im gradually gaining more and more and movibg into the overweight bracket. Every day I start off really well and have a healthy breakfast, snack and lunch but i when get home from work around 3pm, I just start eating loads of sweet stuff until im full!!! im aware its really bad for me and i hate myself after but its happening every day, I just dont know what to do or what diet to go on.. I need to lose about 18 lbs! but just dont know how im going to do it with this binge eating stuff when I get home from work any advice would be appreciated.. On here it says I need 1200 kcals but I dont know how to stick to that and not be starving or craving sweet stuff...

There's a lot going on here, so I want to address part of it and hope others catch the rest.

Given your stats, you are just inside of a the normal healthy weight range for your height. I don't know why you think you need to lose 18 pounds, but you don't have to if you don't want to. You could maintain your current weight or set a smaller goal or work to recomposition your body (maintain your weight but change your body fat percentage and overall look of your body) if you wanted to.

1200 calories is the absolute bare minimum that MFP will recommend for weight loss. It's an aggressive calorie goal that leaves a lot of people feeling hungry. That's not a failing. You may not need to go so low if it's not working for you. Reset your goals to lose weight less quickly (most people pick 2 pounds per week, even though it's not really a good idea for everyone) and remember that MFP expects you to log any exercise you're doing and will raise your calories as you get more active.

Binge eating is a hard thing to break and it usually comes from one of two places. The first, and probably easiest to deal with (though that's debatable) is from over restricting. Setting your calorie goals too low, trying to do too much too fast, or cutting out foods that you love from your diet can all lead to a sort of bounce-back affect where you overeat. We've covered the low calorie goal above, but if you're craving sweets, make them work in your calorie goals. This is a lifestyle change. That doesn't mean you have to give up everything forever. It means you need to find a way to fit things you like into your life.

The second cause of binge eating is usually emotional or psychological. That can be harder to break and may take some time and work (not that the above isn't work). A therapist can help. Journaling can help. Being mindful of why you're eating and what you're feeling when you eat can help. Interrupting the negative thoughts around food and breaking the eat/guilt/punishment cycle can help. Channeling your thoughts and emotions into other actions (stress relief, exercise, meditation, sports, hobbies, whatever) can help. But it's a long process and you aren't going to be perfect at it right away.

Someone once gave me the acronym HALT. Never let yourself get to Hungry, Angry, Lonely, or Tired. That's when we're more likely to lose control of what we choose to eat.

Overall, you want to combine a variety of strategies to keep yourself from having this sort of binge problems. Keeping plenty of easy to grab snacks around can help (veggies, protein bars, whatever). Putting the foods you have trouble moderating out of sight or in a separate cabinet can help. Allowing yourself to have small amounts of those foods and supplementing with veggies or a protein shake or whatever can help. Different things help for different people. But I think the thing that is most important is that if you feel like you can't do it or you feel like food has some kind of power over you, then you're set up to fail from the beginning. Breaking that mindset can be a powerful tool.

coops3180 wrote: »

emmas434 wrote: »

How much have you set yourself to lose a week? You could be starting off too high.

I find it best, if you know you have a tendency to overeat in the evening, to have less in the cupboards that I'm likely to eat/snack on. I usually buy one chocolate bar rather than the four pack because then I can only eat one instead of four!

I have 4 kids so theres always loads of snacks in the house

They don't especially need that stuff either

coops3180 wrote: »

I havent filled it in properly but today for instance I had bran flakes for breakfast, Apple for snack a small wholemeal philadelphia light and Marmite sandwich..when I got hom I had 3 digestives 2 cookies 2 kitkats and a pack of crisps nightmare

This doesn't sound like a nightmare to me. It sounds like it's only slightly more than a normal amount of food. You might try logging a full days worth of food, including slip-ups, and see what it looks like. I bet it's not as bad as you're imagining.