True Confessions - Don't Judge

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  • Motorsheen
    Motorsheen Posts: 20,508 Member
    shanahz wrote: »
    Motorsheen wrote: »
    ekim2016 wrote: »
    shanahz wrote: »
    Friday evening we are having a poker party at our place. I am going to meet some of my dude's friends for the first time because they are visiting from out of state. I am having a tiny meltdown because of this. I am embarrassed by my weight and worry I will be judged because I feel so gross right now. He has insisted this won't be the case, but part of me feels like he could do better and they would think the same. I so wish I had the confidence I had when I was 65lbs lighter, but it is entirely gone.

    Your picture is of a beautiful woman... just keep your head up and own the room. You are hear on this site,meaning like all of us, you are on an improvement mission... keep the faith.:)

    yeah, prettymuch this.

    From the photo, she's smokin' hot

    I would be thrilled to be in the same room as her.

    I appreciate the words of encouragement. I just keep trying to get back on track to lose weight and continue to be unsuccessful. So I have been down and negative about my weight.

    I understand; it can be quite difficult.

    just be persistent.

    I wish you well.
  • shanahz
    shanahz Posts: 261 Member
    km8907 wrote: »
    I have to wash my hair but tomorrow is cardio day and it would be pointless.

    I have this same dilemma when gyming. My hair is so long and such a pain that I will just throw it up until I have an off day from the gym.
  • slimgirljo15
    slimgirljo15 Posts: 269,456 Member
    I was reasonable good with eating over the hols ..I didn't snack on lollies or cheeses , crackers and meats dips etc like I normally would have ..and now I regret it..I'd kill for a lolly :#
  • amandaeve
    amandaeve Posts: 723 Member
    I confess that rather than working, I am pondering pointless self-help/philosophical questions such as, "Do more of what you love or love more of what you do? Which should I focus on?" Oh, and looking at mfp forums...
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  • synchkat
    synchkat Posts: 37,368 Member
    Imma gonna wear my new legwarmers to skate tonight
  • Nitroalley2
    Nitroalley2 Posts: 3,419 Member
    HeyaBerg wrote: »
    tjiddy wrote: »
    Here's a confession. I'm embarrassed, but here it goes. I actually had a dream last night and someone from here was in it. I was back in high school and @HeyaBerg was there as a friend and foreign exchange student. All I remember is that she would climb all over anything and I had to keep telling her to get down and I tried to keep her out of trouble.

    Flippin' strange.

    I've had a dream about her too! And a few other people from around here.

    Now I'm just extremely flattered :D

    I can arrange to dream about you tonight :D:p
  • Just_J_Now
    Just_J_Now Posts: 9,551 Member
    I confess I've been very unproductive today.
  • RoxieDawn
    RoxieDawn Posts: 15,488 Member
    I confess that I really hate that "in five weeks you will weight x" message on my diary.

    Yes, I know I do not have to complete my diary, but my diary is closed for the day when I complete it which tells me not intending to go back and correct or add anything to it..

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  • Cerealsensei
    Cerealsensei Posts: 1,625 Member
    edited December 2016
    I confess that I looked in my bank account earlier and my soul almost left my body when i saw the balance, the struggle is real.
  • RunHardBeStrong
    RunHardBeStrong Posts: 33,069 Member
    Yesterday I made a pasta salad for Christmas. The recipe called for soya sauce and I had none on hand so I substituted with Worcestershire sauce. It turned out well and I forgot all about it. So when my cousins wife asked if the dish was vegan friendly I said yes. Until she was already eating it and then I remembered :#

    I don't know why this made me laugh but it did. Oops.
  • km8907
    km8907 Posts: 3,861 Member
    Looking through the Facebook of a friend that was recently killed in a crash. Reading all the things he was excited to do on new years. Everyone knows that you'll die some day, but I don't think many people actually think it'll happen until they're old or they'll see it coming. I don't want to be morbid and think about dying all the time, but when I think about my family and just how damn fast it can happen, it genuinely terrifies me. I see the appeal in being a hermit and not letting anyone close.
  • slimgirljo15
    slimgirljo15 Posts: 269,456 Member
    I confess that I looked in my bank account earlier and my soul almost left my body when i saw the balance, the struggle is real.

    Aww ..chin up :*
  • synchkat
    synchkat Posts: 37,368 Member
    km8907 wrote: »
    Looking through the Facebook of a friend that was recently killed in a crash. Reading all the things he was excited to do on new years. Everyone knows that you'll die some day, but I don't think many people actually think it'll happen until they're old or they'll see it coming. I don't want to be morbid and think about dying all the time, but when I think about my family and just how damn fast it can happen, it genuinely terrifies me. I see the appeal in being a hermit and not letting anyone close.

    I understand. It is sad. One of the saddest things was seeing my dad's 10 year passport that he had for like a couple of years only. So much more time :(
  • salembambi
    salembambi Posts: 5,585 Member
    Yesterday I made a pasta salad for Christmas. The recipe called for soya sauce and I had none on hand so I substituted with Worcestershire sauce. It turned out well and I forgot all about it. So when my cousins wife asked if the dish was vegan friendly I said yes. Until she was already eating it and then I remembered :#

    Damn this makes me not want to eat anything from anyone else ever

    Unless it's my mom she'd never do that to me
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  • ShaleSelkies
    ShaleSelkies Posts: 251 Member
    edited December 2016
    I have a huge amount of scars - scarring easily and just having had a lot of injuries. I try and project confidence about them but I confess that in many way its just a lie because while I do consider them in many ways beautiful and a part of me knowing so many people hate them in some way or other makes me feel like I should be trying to be rid of them after all.
  • Owlie45
    Owlie45 Posts: 806 Member
    In less than a month I'm flying across the country to meet a MFP member.
    Never flown before
    Never even left my state before
    And I'm a pretty shy person
    But I'm not freaked out or worried. Just happy to go and meet him.
  • macmicky
    macmicky Posts: 92 Member
    Rottified wrote: »
    In less than a month I'm flying across the country to meet a MFP member.
    Never flown before
    Never even left my state before
    And I'm a pretty shy person
    But I'm not freaked out or worried. Just happy to go and meet him.

    hes norman bates
  • Owlie45
    Owlie45 Posts: 806 Member
    macmicky wrote: »
    Rottified wrote: »
    In less than a month I'm flying across the country to meet a MFP member.
    Never flown before
    Never even left my state before
    And I'm a pretty shy person
    But I'm not freaked out or worried. Just happy to go and meet him.

    hes norman bates

    That's basically what my mother said.
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  • Lonestar5715
    Lonestar5715 Posts: 466 Member
    km8907 wrote: »
    Looking through the Facebook of a friend that was recently killed in a crash. Reading all the things he was excited to do on new years. Everyone knows that you'll die some day, but I don't think many people actually think it'll happen until they're old or they'll see it coming. I don't want to be morbid and think about dying all the time, but when I think about my family and just how damn fast it can happen, it genuinely terrifies me. I see the appeal in being a hermit and not letting anyone close.

    @km8907 sorry for the loss of your friend, when death comes unexpectedly it really jars our foundation. I can relate to your comment about being a hermit but there has also been a season in my life during which having a friend pulled me away from going the wrong way. Life.....so full of mystery.
  • Owlie45
    Owlie45 Posts: 806 Member
    Rottified wrote: »
    In less than a month I'm flying across the country to meet a MFP member.
    Never flown before
    Never even left my state before
    And I'm a pretty shy person
    But I'm not freaked out or worried. Just happy to go and meet him.

    Congrats! And be safe!

    ☺ thank you
  • angelxsss
    angelxsss Posts: 2,402 Member
    edited December 2016
    I'm afraid I'm becoming more reckless with money as I start to make more. (I.e. I bought 2 $15 board games yesterday as birthday presents whereas when I was an unpaid intern, that would've seemed like a ridiculous price). Or maybe I'm just becoming more accepting that $0 isn't a realistic price for anything.
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  • synchkat
    synchkat Posts: 37,368 Member
    I confess I feel like I'm getting sick but I'm going to ignore it cause if I don't acknowledge it it'll go away
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