3 minor confessions

1. I still eat pizza at least 4 times a week.
2. I put a hershey miniature in my bowl of ice cream today.
3. I will repeat an exercise if it gets me a better view of a hot woman

1. i play runescape and neopets
2. even though i have lost 33lbs i still see the same fat girl i was 33lbs ago when i look in the mirror
3. i miss bob

Yea I feel the same way as your #2 on here.

Yeah... add that one to my list too.

I CAN.NOT.STAND. Adele.

*high five* ..just because I feel less weird now, lol. Everyone thinks I'm a freak for not liking her.

1. i plan to go to a chinese buffet real soon, and eat alot!
2. i m ADDICTED to army wives, and i cry like a baby during it!
3. i literally go broke buying things for my son, that im sure he dosent need, because i didnt have alot growing up and it is my goal to give him an awesome childhood full of love and fun!

2.) When I was 8 or 9 years old, I had a sleep-over at a friend's house and we snuck downstairs and hid behind a sofa to watch the movie Child's Play..... bad idea! I also had given to me around this time, one of those damned "My Buddy" dolls..... can you see where this is going?! To this day I cannot be around any type of doll without watching it for any movements or even watch the damn movies with Chucky in it! I suffered nightmares every night until I was about 14 years old. I literally beat the sheot out of that doll everyday, tried to throw it away, drown it in the tub.... somehow, it always ended back up in my bedroom! When I was 20 years old and in college, some friends wanted to have a horror movie night, and I was all for it cause I love that genre...... well the first film up was Child's Play and I thought to myself..... "Okay, I can do this! That was a long time ago. Don't be a *****, Chad......" and I wasn't..... till I was, and ran out of the apartment and into the hallway of the apartment building crunched up into a fetal position and balling my froggin' eyes out! Never realized just how traumatized I really was till then.

We get 3 a day, right?

1. I HATE migraines! I have had them since I was 13 and they have been chronic for 4 yrs+. My friends and strangers try to say they know what I am going through but half of them have never even had a migraine (husband included).
2. Having a chronic illness really shows you who your REAL friends are. I can count on one hand the number of true real friends. I have hundreds on Facebook but consider most of them acquaintances or friends of times ago.
3. I used to be happy go lucky and was the person everyone wanted to be around. Now I feel most people avoid me due to my negativity. I try real hard to stay positive but I have a lot more bad days than good.
4. I have become a hermit. I'd rather be alone or with one other person than be around a crowd. I actually avoid social situations now.
5. I really miss being around friends,etc but I tend not to even make plans anymore as I have had to cancel so many times due to point #1 that I feel guilty.
6. I have wanted to be a mother for as long as I can remember. I have been married just under 12 yrs and get bugged all the time about why we don't have kids yet.
7. A lot of my friends have kids and I don't get included in activities because I don't have them.
8. I get sad thinking about #6 at least once a day. I was healthy for quite a few years of my marriage and could have easily had kids but my husband wasn't ready. He finally decided he was ready when I was too sick to take care of myself. I partially resent him for that.
9. I'm scared to lose my dog. She is 11 yrs old and was healthy her whole life until last Nov when she got pneumonia and has had several relapses since then. We have spent thousands in vet bills and she seems to be better but still don't know if we are out of the woods.
10. Tears are rolling down my cheeks as I type this. I seem to cry at the smallest things these days including tv shows.
11. I watch WAY too much tv.
12. We had 2 out of state moves within a year. We moved back into our house and near my family in Oct and half the house still needs to be unpacked. I just don't have the energy to do it.
13. I resent the fact most days I can't be independent. Hubby works all day and then has to come home and cook dinner. I feel so guilty about this.
14. I can't remember a time I was comfortable in my own skin.

Wow. This is really cathartic. A couple more to lighten the mood.

15. I watch a lot of shows most of my 'friends' wouldn't approve of I.
16. I am addicted to Pinterest and now MFP. It is an escape for me.
17. I became a night owl 4 yrs ago when I had to quit working. I was up until after 5 last night and woke up a couple hours ago but am still laying in bed after 3pm.
18. My cousin and I couldn't stand each other growing up. We were the same age and fought for attention. She even moved in with us at one point growing up. She is now my best friend. We live thousands of miles apart and I miss her so much it hurts.

I sometimes eat candy corn till I blow. (but not often)
I don't like anyone to use my bathroom in my house.
I hate it when someone says, "can I have a bite of that"? Then I can't eat after them and have to toss it.