True Confessions - Don't Judge

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  • 81Katz
    81Katz Posts: 7,074 Member
    @mustacheU2Lift
    Cheez-its STAT!
  • 4legsRbetterthan2
    4legsRbetterthan2 Posts: 19,590 MFP Moderator
    I confess i've spent all day trying not to cry. Faking the funk and using you guys as an added distraction. I'm reaching my breaking point.

    Xoxo for you, hang in there!
  • 81Katz
    81Katz Posts: 7,074 Member
    IC: I've never read any Harry Potter books or Lord of the Rings, movies, etc..
  • mustacheU2Lift
    mustacheU2Lift Posts: 5,844 Member
    81Katz wrote: »
    @mustacheU2Lift
    Cheez-its STAT!

    Oh man! How did i miss this! Can i make it up to you?
  • ChaelAZ
    ChaelAZ Posts: 2,240 Member
    IC .... I wasn't sure we'd make it outside of here, but your nerdy, my bratty and our D&T ways keep us bound.

    IC, I kinda wish you looked like that profile picture.
  • mustacheU2Lift
    mustacheU2Lift Posts: 5,844 Member
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    IC .... I wasn't sure we'd make it outside of here, but your nerdy, my bratty and our D&T ways keep us bound.

    IC, I kinda wish you looked like that profile picture.

    Maybe she does
  • ChaelAZ
    ChaelAZ Posts: 2,240 Member
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    IC .... I wasn't sure we'd make it outside of here, but your nerdy, my bratty and our D&T ways keep us bound.

    IC, I kinda wish you looked like that profile picture.

    Maybe she does

    Maybe...
  • FibroHiker
    FibroHiker Posts: 398 Member
    I confess that a lot of the people I hang out with treat me as expendable and do not value me, yet I continue to hang out with them because despite my best efforts I have no one else.
  • RastaLousGirl
    RastaLousGirl Posts: 2,119 Member
    I completely had a sweet tooth and ate 3 little debbies brownies last night. It was so horribly good. But, today I am back on track. It was just one of those days..
  • RastaLousGirl
    RastaLousGirl Posts: 2,119 Member
    aidydh wrote: »
    I confess that a lot of the people I hang out with treat me as expendable and do not value me, yet I continue to hang out with them because despite my best efforts I have no one else.

    Aww. hugs!
  • FibroHiker
    FibroHiker Posts: 398 Member
    aidydh wrote: »
    I confess that a lot of the people I hang out with treat me as expendable and do not value me, yet I continue to hang out with them because despite my best efforts I have no one else.

    We teach people how to treat us. If you don’t think you’re worth better, it you don’t stand up for yourself then you’re letting them get away with it. Say something, and watch how quickly their attitude shifts.

    Second to that, it is better to be alone than be in a room with people who make us feel alone. Your friends are jerks.

    I do agree with what you have written. Making new friends in middle age is difficult. I thought I had made some good friends but discovered after some time invested with them that they don't really value me and now I'm back at the drawing board. The whole process is so discouraging that I don't think I can start all over again.
  • Iscah13
    Iscah13 Posts: 1,954 Member
    I ate 12 pieces of bread today.
  • 2VORNT2V
    2VORNT2V Posts: 596 Member
    Iscah13 wrote: »
    I ate 12 pieces of bread today.

    Think I’m in love
  • Motorsheen
    Motorsheen Posts: 20,508 Member
    Iscah13 wrote: »
    I ate 12 pieces of bread today.

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  • ChaelAZ
    ChaelAZ Posts: 2,240 Member
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
  • 81Katz
    81Katz Posts: 7,074 Member
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..
  • ChaelAZ
    ChaelAZ Posts: 2,240 Member
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
    81Katz wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..

    Same with me and I'll add 'on the boards to total strangers'.

    Very true, but I this in person too so it’s just me.
  • skctilidie
    skctilidie Posts: 1,404 Member
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
    81Katz wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..

    Same with me and I'll add 'on the boards to total strangers'.

    Me. Total strangers? People I’ve known forever? Doesn’t matter. Depending on the moment, either my mind and soul are a wide open book or completely locked down tight. Never in between, and I’m finding I can’t be bothered to lock them up much anymore.
  • 81Katz
    81Katz Posts: 7,074 Member
    skctilidie wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
    81Katz wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..

    Same with me and I'll add 'on the boards to total strangers'.

    Me. Total strangers? People I’ve known forever? Doesn’t matter. Depending on the moment, either my mind and soul are a wide open book or completely locked down tight. Never in between, and I’m finding I can’t be bothered to lock them up much anymore.

    Me either. I'm just open, probably too open. I've often regretted it and sometimes it blew up in my face but I dunno, that's just me I guess. Stupid feelings ... :neutral:
  • Keto_N_Iron
    Keto_N_Iron Posts: 5,385 Member
    skctilidie wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
    81Katz wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..

    Same with me and I'll add 'on the boards to total strangers'.

    Me. Total strangers? People I’ve known forever? Doesn’t matter. Depending on the moment, either my mind and soul are a wide open book or completely locked down tight. Never in between, and I’m finding I can’t be bothered to lock them up much anymore.

    yup... throw it all out there so everyone knows how screwed up i am ... :/
  • skctilidie
    skctilidie Posts: 1,404 Member
    81Katz wrote: »
    skctilidie wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
    81Katz wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..

    Same with me and I'll add 'on the boards to total strangers'.

    Me. Total strangers? People I’ve known forever? Doesn’t matter. Depending on the moment, either my mind and soul are a wide open book or completely locked down tight. Never in between, and I’m finding I can’t be bothered to lock them up much anymore.

    Me either. I'm just open, probably too open. I've often regretted it and sometimes it blew up in my face but I dunno, that's just me I guess. Stupid feelings ... :neutral:
    skctilidie wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
    81Katz wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..

    Same with me and I'll add 'on the boards to total strangers'.

    Me. Total strangers? People I’ve known forever? Doesn’t matter. Depending on the moment, either my mind and soul are a wide open book or completely locked down tight. Never in between, and I’m finding I can’t be bothered to lock them up much anymore.

    yup... throw it all out there so everyone knows how screwed up i am ... :/

    I love you both so much, just so you know.
  • Keto_N_Iron
    Keto_N_Iron Posts: 5,385 Member
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
    81Katz wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..

    Same with me and I'll add 'on the boards to total strangers'.

    It’s easier for me to be open with total strangers than it is with people I actually know.

    ...so broken. I’m so so broken.

    sweetie I think we all are in our own ways. but I also think that it's easier to find people you can connect with when they don't have predetermined ideas of what you should be. not to mention the fact that most of us will never :'(:'(:'( have the opportunity to meet said strangers.

    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
    81Katz wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..

    Same with me and I'll add 'on the boards to total strangers'.

    It’s easier for me to be open with total strangers than it is with people I actually know.

    ...so broken. I’m so so broken.

    I have some people in my family (not immediate) that are some of the most judgy people I've ever come across. Venting to strangers and online friends is better for me, because it's truly venting and it usually doesn't come back to you.

    true also..
  • 81Katz
    81Katz Posts: 7,074 Member
    IC: I instantly thought of this song. :smile:
    https://youtu.be/qr1-WpWOUk8
  • mustacheU2Lift
    mustacheU2Lift Posts: 5,844 Member
    81Katz wrote: »
    IC: I instantly thought of this song. :smile:
    https://youtu.be/qr1-WpWOUk8

    I like this song
  • skctilidie
    skctilidie Posts: 1,404 Member
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
    81Katz wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..

    Same with me and I'll add 'on the boards to total strangers'.

    It’s easier for me to be open with total strangers than it is with people I actually know.

    ...so broken. I’m so so broken.

    Hugs. I think we’re all broken in our own ways. I agree that it’s easier to open up to people you don’t really know than to the people you have to see all the time, too.
  • 4legsRbetterthan2
    4legsRbetterthan2 Posts: 19,590 MFP Moderator
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
    81Katz wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..

    Same with me and I'll add 'on the boards to total strangers'.

    It’s easier for me to be open with total strangers than it is with people I actually know.

    ...so broken. I’m so so broken.

    Its more normal that you think though!
  • itwentthere
    itwentthere Posts: 404 Member
    This is where I meant to post.
  • Keto_N_Iron
    Keto_N_Iron Posts: 5,385 Member
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/
    81Katz wrote: »
    ChaelAZ wrote: »
    I am probably to open and honest at times. :/

    IC: this..

    Same with me and I'll add 'on the boards to total strangers'.

    It’s easier for me to be open with total strangers than it is with people I actually know.

    ...so broken. I’m so so broken.

    sweetie I think we all are in our own ways. but I also think that it's easier to find people you can connect with when they don't have predetermined ideas of what you should be. not to mention the fact that most of us will never :'(:'(:'( have the opportunity to meet said strangers.


    There does come a time though when even online those people aren’t strangers anymore. I’ve made a couple relationships here where they truly know me. But generally I am guarded and closed off so even so I barely allow people in when they try or it takes a while to build that kind of trust. But the ones that did stick around and took the patience to get to know me, they mean the world to me and if I ever get the change to meet them I’d do so in a heart beat <3

    So very very true. I completely agree and am thankful to know you!! <3<3
  • slimgirljo15
    slimgirljo15 Posts: 269,456 Member
    lstrat115 wrote: »
    I confess that I am horribly impatient.

    Me too..