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  • TwitchyMacGee
    TwitchyMacGee Posts: 3,120 Member
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    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach
  • tinak33
    tinak33 Posts: 9,883 Member
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    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach

    Same. ❤
    I will never look lithe and chic in ANYTHING. 🤷‍♀️
  • KosmosKitten
    KosmosKitten Posts: 10,476 Member
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    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach
    tinak33 wrote: »
    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach

    Same. ❤
    I will never look lithe and chic in ANYTHING. 🤷‍♀️

    Y'all are probably closer to it than I ever will be. Not sure "white linen trousers" was what I had in mind, though. :lol:
  • mommabear4315
    mommabear4315 Posts: 3,424 Member
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    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I struggle with this same train of thought everyday. I was watching I feel pretty and wished I had a fraction of the confidence the character displays. I hate my body. I can’t take a picture unless I have liquor courage and even then I regret it being out there because of how horrible I look. The only thing that has helped me a bit is the nice people here on mfp. I post pics once in a while when I get courage and I feel a little ok. sending you a virtual hug.
  • TwitchyMacGee
    TwitchyMacGee Posts: 3,120 Member
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    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach
    tinak33 wrote: »
    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach

    Same. ❤
    I will never look lithe and chic in ANYTHING. 🤷‍♀️

    Y'all are probably closer to it than I ever will be. Not sure "white linen trousers" was what I had in mind, though. :lol:

    It’s a weird little fantasy of mine - to not have my *kitten* be the first thing people notice.


  • Mr_Healthy_Habits
    Mr_Healthy_Habits Posts: 12,588 Member
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    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach
    tinak33 wrote: »
    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach

    Same. ❤
    I will never look lithe and chic in ANYTHING. 🤷‍♀️

    Y'all are probably closer to it than I ever will be. Not sure "white linen trousers" was what I had in mind, though. :lol:

    It’s a weird little fantasy of mine - to not have my *kitten* be the first thing people notice.


    This is aallwwaayyss the first thing I notice 🙄
  • TwitchyMacGee
    TwitchyMacGee Posts: 3,120 Member
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    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach
    tinak33 wrote: »
    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach

    Same. ❤
    I will never look lithe and chic in ANYTHING. 🤷‍♀️

    Y'all are probably closer to it than I ever will be. Not sure "white linen trousers" was what I had in mind, though. :lol:

    It’s a weird little fantasy of mine - to not have my *kitten* be the first thing people notice.


    This is aallwwaayyss the first thing I notice 🙄

    *exasperated sigh*
  • mommabear4315
    mommabear4315 Posts: 3,424 Member
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    Two thoughts:
    1) that’s one big a$ $ cow my neighbor has
    2) I never knew my street was 30mph 😳😲
  • KosmosKitten
    KosmosKitten Posts: 10,476 Member
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    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I struggle with this same train of thought everyday. I was watching I feel pretty and wished I had a fraction of the confidence the character displays. I hate my body. I can’t take a picture unless I have liquor courage and even then I regret it being out there because of how horrible I look. The only thing that has helped me a bit is the nice people here on mfp. I post pics once in a while when I get courage and I feel a little ok. sending you a virtual hug.

    That's great that you find inspiration and support here. I can't say the same for myself, buuuuut.. I usually only post on this forum and no longer (or rarely) ever post a photo of myself. For obvious reasons.

    I mostly would like to feel cute/dainty for once in my life and not hate my appearance. It just becomes more and more obvious that the older I get, all anyone really cares about is your appearance. It's still how you are valued and graded in the world, even as an adult... and I hate it.

    But I'm still here, logging away and I do try to walk 5 times a week for 75 minutes or so, so that's a start and better for my health than what I was doing. I just doubt that I'll ever be "cute" or "dainty".
    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach
    tinak33 wrote: »
    I think that maybe I'm in a dark place contemplating things that aren't the best mentally or physically. I can't escape this cycle. Been trying for years.

    Currently, it's looking at very pretty, thin girls/women and wishing I were thin like they were. To be able to fit into all the clothes I see (and can't wear) and actually have it look nice.

    I *kitten* hate when I get like that.

    I will never look lithe and chic in a pair of white linen trousers walking on the beach

    Same. ❤
    I will never look lithe and chic in ANYTHING. 🤷‍♀️

    Y'all are probably closer to it than I ever will be. Not sure "white linen trousers" was what I had in mind, though. :lol:

    It’s a weird little fantasy of mine - to not have my *kitten* be the first thing people notice.


    I'm sure my *kitten* is the first thing notice now that I haven't dyed my hair in ages. :lol: That or my gut that makes me look like a perma-pregnant person. Ugh.

    I'd be happy to look cute in a crop top and some super cute box/ribbon pants (you know, the ones with the big bow on the front?). And some cute heels (nothing extreme.. I gotta walk places, after all).
  • TwitchyMacGee
    TwitchyMacGee Posts: 3,120 Member
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    People who get six chickens and a tomato plant and think they’re homesteading
  • ZenDream
    ZenDream Posts: 208 Member
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    So I take it "kitten" can be anything that is not normally found in Meriam Webster's little book?
  • Mr_Healthy_Habits
    Mr_Healthy_Habits Posts: 12,588 Member
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    I've been jamming to this song all day, love this freaking song... They just don't make music like they use to kids...

    This Dude is *kitten* bad *kitten*, damn this guy can sing... And the cheesy smile he gives between lines 😎...

    What the hell happened to music 🤷🏽‍♂️...

    https://youtu.be/zGwH3q8KjrY
  • PaperDoll_
    PaperDoll_ Posts: 32,850 Member
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    Is this sleep thing really all that important? 🤔
  • slimgirljo15
    slimgirljo15 Posts: 269,452 Member
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    PaperDoll_ wrote: »
    Is this sleep thing really all that important? 🤔

    Yes.. go to bed :p
  • PaperDoll_
    PaperDoll_ Posts: 32,850 Member
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    PaperDoll_ wrote: »
    Is this sleep thing really all that important? 🤔

    Yes.. go to bed :p

    But mom.. 😒
  • Mr_Healthy_Habits
    Mr_Healthy_Habits Posts: 12,588 Member
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    PaperDoll_ wrote: »
    Is this sleep thing really all that important? 🤔

    It's one big hoax too 🙄

    I mean more people die every year while sleeping then awake I'm sure of it 🙄

    It's only necessary for like elderly and people with preexisting conditions 🙄...

    We should keep everything running 24/7

  • PaperDoll_
    PaperDoll_ Posts: 32,850 Member
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    PaperDoll_ wrote: »
    Is this sleep thing really all that important? 🤔

    It's one big hoax too 🙄

    I mean more people die every year while sleeping then awake I'm sure of it 🙄

    It's only necessary for like elderly and people with preexisting conditions 🙄...

    We should keep everything running 24/7

    You could be on to something here. 🤔 I’d hate to end up just another statistic.

  • jjsavoh
    jjsavoh Posts: 135 Member
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    People that watch stuff like Criminal Minds, Person of Interest, NCIS, etc while working on improving themselves

    Tell me why
  • NewLIFEstyle4ME
    NewLIFEstyle4ME Posts: 4,440 Member
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  • tinak33
    tinak33 Posts: 9,883 Member
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    People who get six chickens and a tomato plant and think they’re homesteading

    Dis me