Begin Again......AGAIN

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  • soul_survivor
    soul_survivor Posts: 2 Member
    I'm having issues starting again.....
    But I really want to and need to.....
    Lost weight in the past but gained most back so I'm here again to try again....this time around I hope it stays off
    I need to lose 110-120lbs
    Let's do this
    Starting with drinking more water and recording my food diaries daily and also daily stretches for at least 10 mins per day
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    @soul_survivor I start again every 5 mins or so!! Doesn't matter how many times we start again....just keep doing it till you get there!! That my Moto!! I think I can I think I can I think I can!! Never stop starting each day again and again!! You got this *kitten*!!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    edited December 2020
    Tuesday is nuts for me eq h and every single week!!!!!!! Leaving the house early! Flying to supply meeting then cleaning a house!! Then come home for more work in the yard!! Family is coming down for my oldest bday this week!! Super jazzed about it!! $$ is tight but we will figure it out we always do!! Hahaha 🤞🤞they drop a lil $$ in all our banks this week!! 180 not sure if it's muscle gain or what??!! Could be pms I know I feel like I'm on the right track!! I am eating better making way better choices did a full work out yesterday and we finished the pig pen! I'm thinking this is muscle!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    178 this morning up and down up and down hahaha I am injured. Wrestling pigs over working yesterday.....need a rest day!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Well family came in to town and I started my period. Been running around like crazy!! Been eating constantly!! I am not excited to see what I weigh in at today......here goes nothing........181.4 that's a high number. Booooooo well today is my kiddos party and so I know I'll eat like crap today!! That's ok!! I'm gonna work out tomorrow really start logging and getting my head in the game!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Damn been back for 55 days and I haven't lost a thing....time to get my *kitten* together
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    179.6 this morning!! Going back down!! Logged yesterday!! Drank almost all the water!! Kept my head in the game!! Went shopping for better options!! Hopefully I will choose to eat my food instead of the kids junk!! Drop the taco!!
  • The_Elephant_Man
    The_Elephant_Man Posts: 207 Member
    DROP THE TACO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Gotta take my mom to the Dr. Today. Gonna work out yoga/calisthenics today I wanna try to run later today!! I did decent yesterday after "line dancing" I was hungry....had more peanuts and some cereal! Gonna go back and log it.....may have some salt this morning when I hit the scale 🤞🤞🤞it's a good day 179.6....yeeeeeeeees I'll take it!! Woo woo!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Still gotta work out.... could not motivate this morning!!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Mom say kicked my *kitten*. Emotionally I struggle around her and just wanna eat and eat and eat!! It's getting old! I gotta get out of this rut.....179.4 this morning at first weigh in. Might do it again after a lil more sleep!
  • The_Elephant_Man
    The_Elephant_Man Posts: 207 Member
    Be strong!!!! You can do this!!!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    178.4 second time to step on the scale and it was better!! Now that I see the emotional trigger I can keep it under control I hope. This is something that kept me big my whole life. When I get away from her I'm fine. Now I guess it's time to face it and do it with her right *kitten* here and up my *kitten*....gonna be tough I know that. The last 8 months of this thread can show that....also hope it shows I will never give up trying to be the best me I can be!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Soooooo I had been overeating for a while and I'm making a huge cut in calories right meow! Last night I could feel my body burning fat cause it wasn't used to the calorie cut!! Good feeling!! Been a while!! We did some "line dancing" got me all hot and sweaty!! Earned myself a bowl of cracklin oat bran woo woo!! Actually excited to see the scale this morning 🤞🤞🤞🤞178.0!!! Happy with that!! Probably drop after my workout this morning!!! Gonna workout and clean my house got friends coming over!!
  • shakenbake57
    shakenbake57 Posts: 303 Member
    I have found inspiration in reading your posts. The struggle is real. I appreciate you shared your ups a downs during the process. You"ve got this!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Good morning!! It is Sunday!! Restday!! Slept 11 hours!! Still sleepy got some cold cold rain coming down! Glad it's a rest day!! Today water water water and stay under my calorie goal! Restdays are hard to keep my hands outta the snacks!! 179 up from salty popcorn yesterday.....oops I was in the green just had a bit of salt. Ugh
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Already hit the scale 3 times today I wanna see a change....I want it to go down damn it!! Did a 20 minute workout already bout to hit the office for school with the girls. Hopefully I get off my *kitten* and accomplish something today!!! Seriously!! 178.8 better than the first 2 times I stepped on the scale this morning!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    178.2 I feel like poop today. Got car sick yesterday and I can't shake it this morning.... DOMS like crazy!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    being sick one day turned into three days my thyroid spun out of control and now I can't even handle having a mask on my face for more than 5 minutes or I start to get the spins I get really hot and I want to throw up I haven't stepped on a scale since my last weigh-in I'm going to bed I'm up at least 5 lb it was the horrible weekend going to try and get back on track and post a really badass weight on Friday I swear y'all I'm going to get this going down down down down down down down dammit
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Been MIA felt sick last week and just fell way off course. Getting back on track I'll weigh in tomorrow!!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Running behind....
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    181.2 I was at 185 on Monday!!!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Saturday!! I'm wide awake!! 6am whyyyyyyyyy??? I haven't slept good in days!! That bed is miserable!! I need my husband to see that!!! He swears he has to have memory foam and I hate it!! I'm over it!! Maybe if it was a king size like I wanted. This queen is too small!! Fo real!! So I'm gonna make the most of being awake!! Gonna work out!! Yep!!🦾🦾💩💩🦾🦾179.6 with the first weigh in this morning!! So glad!! The bloat was miserable!! I'm ready to feel better!! I gotta do this!! Really do this! I have been half assing my self care!! It's true! I haven't given up this thread because when I do get to my goal weight someone will read all of this and decide not to give up too!! I have a hard road ahead it's true. Thyroid struggle and busy life.....but you will see me be successful!! Don't give up on me yet......
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Yeeeeeees 178.2 after working out!!! Woo woo yeah
  • The_Elephant_Man
    The_Elephant_Man Posts: 207 Member
    Never give up on yourself!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    edited January 2021
    Had a rough mom day yesterday..... didn't go too crazy emotional eating....had a lil popcorn expecting a high # on the scale and some bloat today!! Bout to wiegh in workout and then get my daughter up for some one on one time and then go clean two houses!! Gonna be a great day....cause I said so damn it!!!! 181 flat....seee I knew that was coming. Difference this week will be me working out daily and eating right all week. Gonna get at least 1 lbs down on Friday from last Friday's weigh in! Gonna get some DOMS and push all week!!
  • annieb45
    annieb45 Posts: 141 Member
    Got back at it last Monday. Decided it was time to take care of myself. Down 3 lbs this week. Feeling motivated to keep going.
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    annieb45 wrote: »
    Got back at it last Monday. Decided it was time to take care of myself. Down 3 lbs this week. Feeling motivated to keep going.

    Wow!! WTG!! THATS AMAZING!!! KEEP THAT MOMENTUM GOING!!! YOU ARE MT HERO!!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    This week has been crazy!! I have my head in the game!! I've done great!! Didn't get it logged but I'm getting my stomach shrunk so I'm not starving always!! I'm at 180.4 and I started soooooo with the bloat I've lost this week!! Won't see it till aunt flo leaves but I feel great!! Getting the workouts in got DOMS!! Especially since I'm keeping it together with Aunt Flo I'll have a whoosh next week!! Yeeeeeees!!
  • Be_theBest_Me
    Be_theBest_Me Posts: 767 Member
    Had a good weekend. Relaxed had a few sweet treats cause Saturdays my cheat day!! Lol didn't go toooooo crazy! I didn't have time to hit the scale yesterday. Gonna see where I'm at this morning!! 180.4!! Yeah!! Held it at the same during the red week that's amazing!! Bet I have a loss by FRIYAH!! In it to win it!!